Monday, December 22, 2014

Savor

When I was pregnant with my youngest, I began to like dill pickles. As a young child, I wouldn't eat them at all. As I got a bit older, I'd tolerate them on a burger. But about halfway through my pregnancy, I walked past a pickle jar in a buffet and did a double take. My nose said that that dill pickle aroma was WONDERFUL and I MUST have some! Now I regularly enjoy dill pickles.  This matters because, for me, a turkey sandwich is leftover roast white meat, a generous topping of dill pickles, and a couple pieces of wheat bread slathered with mayo. (Are you drooling yet? I am.) Last week I had leftover turkey in the fridge, and I started thinking about a turkey sandwich. I anticipated that sandwich for a good twelve hours. It. Was. DELICIOUS. I savored every bite!

Yesterday our church had breakfast during the Sunday school hour to celebrate Christmas. Shorty and the kids went to the church early to cook, and I had an hour of quiet. Normally I turn on some kind of noise almost immediately, but I just pondered and puttered in silence. It was glorious. I so rarely get moments of quiet, and I savored every one.

Then I began to ponder how the anticipation of a thing tends to heighten your enjoyment when you do receive it. And I began to question if I was savoring my time of personal Bible reading. That pulled me up short because for the past several months I've been so rushed and harried that I've skipped my devotions as often as I've had them. In my head I know that skipping has disastrous results for my heart and relationships, but I allow the pressing to push out the priorities. So I was challenged to look toward the Savior and savor those moments I have with Him. And I encourage you, Christian, to do the same.

Oh, taste and see that the LORD is good! Blessed is the man who takes refuge in him!
Psalms 34:8

Saturday, December 13, 2014

In Him

I'm still working, off and on, at memorizing Psalm 37. I've not been able to focus my attention on it as much as I'd like (partly due to the demands of educating my Crew, and partly due to my own laziness). As I practiced my most recent verses, I was amazed anew at the price Christ paid on my account. Here are the verses.

The righteous shall inherit the land and dwell upon it forever. The mouth of the righteous utters wisdom, and his tongue speaks justice. The law of his God is in his heart; his steps do not slip. The wicked watches for the righteous and seeks to put him to death. The LORD will not abandon him to his power or let him be condemned when he is brought to trial. Wait for the LORD and keep his way, and he will exalt you to inherit the land; you will look on when the wicked are cut off.
Psalms 37:29-34


I would love to be the "righteous" described throughout this Psalm, but I'm not. Jesus told the rich young ruler that no one is good but God. No one is truly righteous except Christ. So verse 33 really stood out to me. The LORD will not abandon him to his power or let him be condemned when he is brought to trial. But when Jesus stood before Pilate, He WAS condemned, and sentenced to death. And when He hung on the cross, He cried out to His Father, "why have you forsaken me?" What is that, if not being abandoned? The Righteous One was abandoned and condemned in the place of the wicked. In MY place. In YOUR place, if you believe.

And now we have peace with God in Christ. We are children of God in Christ. Paul tells the Corinthians:

For the Son of God, Jesus Christ, whom we proclaimed among you, Silvanus and Timothy and I, was not Yes and No, but in him it is always Yes. For all the promises of God find their Yes in him. That is why it is through him that we utter our Amen to God for his glory.
2 Corinthians 1:19-20


As I read through Ephesians this week, I counted over twenty times that Paul talks about us being in Christ, and the blessings we receive because of it. And because of this identity in Christ, he urges them to act in a manner consistent with that identity. Dear Christian, remember who you are. You are a beloved child of God IN CHRIST!

Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has blessed us in Christ with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly places, even as he chose us in him before the foundation of the world, that we should be holy and blameless before him. In love he predestined us for adoption as sons through Jesus Christ, according to the purpose of his will, to the praise of his glorious grace, with which he has blessed us in the Beloved. In him we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of our trespasses, according to the riches of his grace, which he lavished upon us, in all wisdom and insight making known to us the mystery of his will, according to his purpose, which he set forth in Christ as a plan for the fullness of time, to unite all things in him, things in heaven and things on earth.
Ephesians 1:3-10

Friday, December 12, 2014

Drink More Water

If you have an ailment in our home, the first response you're likely to get is, "Drink more water." I've found that one of the best things the Crew can do, from tummy aches to headaches and everything in between... is to drink water. The kids even joke that if the house is on fire, you should drink more water!

Dear Christian, you need the same spiritual remedy. No matter your symptoms, what you need desperately is a drink of the Living Water. Jesus calls us from death to life at our conversion, then He continues to sustain us as we spend time knowing Him through reading the Bible and prayer.
Do you worry? Drink more Living Water.
Are you struggling with a tenacious sin? Drink more Living Water.
Do you struggle to find motivation to love those around you? Drink more Living Water.

Dear Christian, drink deeply from the Living Water-- and live!

 Jesus answered her, "If you knew the gift of God, and who it is that is saying to you, 'Give me a drink,' you would have asked him, and he would have given you living water." The woman said to him, "Sir, you have nothing to draw water with, and the well is deep. Where do you get that living water? Are you greater than our father Jacob? He gave us the well and drank from it himself, as did his sons and his livestock." Jesus said to her, "Everyone who drinks of this water will be thirsty again, but whoever drinks of the water that I will give him will never be thirsty again. The water that I will give him will become in him a spring of water welling up to eternal life."
John 4:10-14

Now as they went on their way, Jesus entered a village. And a woman named Martha welcomed him into her house. And she had a sister called Mary, who sat at the Lord's feet and listened to his teaching. But Martha was distracted with much serving. And she went up to him and said, "Lord, do you not care that my sister has left me to serve alone? Tell her then to help me." But the Lord answered her, "Martha, Martha, you are anxious and troubled about many things, but one thing is necessary. Mary has chosen the good portion, which will not be taken away from her."
Luke 10:38-42

Wednesday, December 3, 2014

Irreplaceable

I have the most awesome Christmas tree on the planet! (At least that's my opinion.) We started a tradition ten years ago that each Christmas, each member of our family chooses a new ornament for the tree. This makes for a unique, and somewhat eclectic, set of decorations. It also makes for one fun trip to the overcrowded department store during December. The downside to this awesomeness is that our ornaments are irreplaceable. While most of them came from a store, on a shelf of identical dozens, it's not so common to see those same identical dozens next year... So if an ornament breaks, I have to try (amidst the tears) to repair it.

I was thinking about the irreplaceable nature of our ornaments when I we put up the tree last weekend, and I was reminded that, for the Christian, there is a much more important irreplaceable aspect of life. Reading the Bible. There are many MANY things that vie for our time and attention. Work is good. But work is not our ultimate purpose. There are myriad things that supply pleasure. And while pleasure is also a good gift, it is also not our ultimate purpose. If we move into the realm of the more "spiritual", there are shelves FULL of great books about faith and pursuing our God. And they are good. But we must never let the good crowd out the best. Dear Christian, please do not let busyness crowd out the time in the Word that is necessary to your growth in faith.

But he answered, "It is written, "'Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that comes from the mouth of God.'"
Matthew 4:4
 

But the Lord answered her, "Martha, Martha, you are anxious and troubled about many things, but one thing is necessary. Mary has chosen the good portion, which will not be taken away from her."
Luke 10:41-42

Monday, November 24, 2014

Wealth of Words

I have undertaken this year to walk with my seventh grader through some of the great works of literature. Thus far we have covered several books of the Bible as well as Gilgamesh, the code of Hammurabi, and the Odyssey. But as we are nearing our holiday break, I've also begun to reread Knowing God by J.I. Packer. I can hardly believe that it has been four years since I read it last. Last time I found it insightful, challenging, and encouraging. Even though I am only a few chapters in, I've found it to be so this time as well. Every time I finish a section or chapter, I leave the book meditating through song. Sometimes it's a very old hymn, sometimes an even older psalm, and sometimes a more contemporary worship song.

As I was singing and pondering recently, I was struck by the wealth of words we have available to us with which to worship our God. We have the words of Scripture, of course, and they are rich and varied and living and active. But we also have writings from early church fathers like Augustine, reformers like Calvin and Luther, and great authors who are still filling bookshelves with new works today! And often I'm just too lazy to exercise my mind in pursuit of knowing God. The God who sent His Son to live in my place and die in my place. So I encourage you (as I'm encouraging myself) spend time today and every day in the most worthy pursuit of knowing God.

Shout for joy in the LORD, O you righteous! Praise befits the upright. Give thanks to the LORD with the lyre; make melody to him with the harp of ten strings! Sing to him a new song; play skillfully on the strings, with loud shouts. For the word of the LORD is upright, and all his work is done in faithfulness. He loves righteousness and justice; the earth is full of the steadfast love of the LORD. By the word of the LORD the heavens were made, and by the breath of his mouth all their host. He gathers the waters of the sea as a heap; he puts the deeps in storehouses. Let all the earth fear the LORD; let all the inhabitants of the world stand in awe of him! For he spoke, and it came to be; he commanded, and it stood firm. The LORD brings the counsel of the nations to nothing; he frustrates the plans of the peoples. The counsel of the LORD stands forever, the plans of his heart to all generations. Blessed is the nation whose God is the LORD, the people whom he has chosen as his heritage! The LORD looks down from heaven; he sees all the children of man; from where he sits enthroned he looks out on all the inhabitants of the earth, he who fashions the hearts of them all and observes all their deeds. The king is not saved by his great army; a warrior is not delivered by his great strength. The war horse is a false hope for salvation, and by its great might it cannot rescue. Behold, the eye of the LORD is on those who fear him, on those who hope in his steadfast love, that he may deliver their soul from death and keep them alive in famine. Our soul waits for the LORD; he is our help and our shield. For our heart is glad in him, because we trust in his holy name. Let your steadfast love, O LORD, be upon us, even as we hope in you.
Psalms 33:1-22


Wednesday, October 8, 2014

Thank You

My Crew are pretty normal kids (as far as I can tell). They can make a massive mess in no time flat. They'd rather play than work. And they are often oblivious to what's going on around them.

Our week has been chaotic, and the chores have fallen behind. So after sending the kids to bed last night, I started cleaning the kitchen. Shorty was gone for a while, and that seemed like the best use of my time. When Shorty is gone at bedtime, the Crew is INCREDIBLY reluctant to actually go to sleep. So within a few minutes my son was back in the living room. I don't remember what his first comment was, but just before he turned to go back to bed he said, "Thank you for loading the dishwasher for me, Mama."

"Thank you" is such a small expression. Just two syllables. And yet, those two syllables have the ability to bring sunlight to the darkest of days. Why? Because "thank you" says I noticed what you did. It mattered. And I'm grateful for your sacrifice. So be ready to express your thanks next time someone serves you. And remember that there is no one more deserving of our thanks than Christ. He made the ultimate sacrifice to save us from our sin.

Rejoice always, pray without ceasing, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you.
1 Thessalonians 5:16-18

Tuesday, October 7, 2014

Already Lovely

Our weekend was WAY too long. We stayed up late Friday watching a new movie. We hurried and rushed to soccer and a wedding on Saturday... and got home late. Sunday was full of church and friends. And now we are stumbling through our week. This morning we were behind in our schoolwork, and I'd forgotten to pack Shorty's lunch. About 11:00 Shorty texted me to say that he would swing by and pick up his lunch at noon. So I made sure that the Crew all had assignments and then told them that I was going to fix my hair and put on my make-up so I'd be lovely for Shorty when he got here. My middle daughter piped up to say, "You're already lovely, Mommy!"

As I fixed my hair, it was as if the Lord was whispering, "You're already lovely." I've been in a pruning season spiritually. It feels as if the Lord is showing me that everything I think I'm good at is really not so much. (Which is not to say that I'm not good at anything, but that I'm not as good as I'd like to think.) And while that process is the most loving thing He could do, that doesn't make it any less painful for my wicked heart. Throughout the day, I've continued to chew on the already lovely concept. Dear Sister (or Brother), in the eyes of your Savior, you are already lovely. What you do cannot make Him love you more, nor can it make Him love you less. Because He set His love on  you, YOU ARE ALREADY LOVELY!

 To the choirmaster: according to Lilies. A Maskil of the Sons of Korah; a love song. My heart overflows with a pleasing theme; I address my verses to the king; my tongue is like the pen of a ready scribe. You are the most handsome of the sons of men; grace is poured upon your lips; therefore God has blessed you forever. Gird your sword on your thigh, O mighty one, in your splendor and majesty! In your majesty ride out victoriously for the cause of truth and meekness and righteousness; let your right hand teach you awesome deeds! Your arrows are sharp in the heart of the king's enemies; the peoples fall under you. Your throne, O God, is forever and ever. The scepter of your kingdom is a scepter of uprightness; you have loved righteousness and hated wickedness. Therefore God, your God, has anointed you with the oil of gladness beyond your companions; your robes are all fragrant with myrrh and aloes and cassia. From ivory palaces stringed instruments make you glad; daughters of kings are among your ladies of honor; at your right hand stands the queen in gold of Ophir. Hear, O daughter, and consider, and incline your ear: forget your people and your father's house, and the king will desire your beauty. Since he is your lord, bow to him. The people of Tyre will seek your favor with gifts, the richest of the people. All glorious is the princess in her chamber, with robes interwoven with gold. In many-colored robes she is led to the king, with her virgin companions following behind her. With joy and gladness they are led along as they enter the palace of the king. In place of your fathers shall be your sons; you will make them princes in all the earth. I will cause your name to be remembered in all generations; therefore nations will praise you forever and ever.
Psalms 45:1-17


Saturday, September 27, 2014

Bluesy

I was having a bluesy day yesterday. Maybe it was hormones. Maybe it was the weather. Maybe it was just fatigue at the end of the week. More likely it was related to the fact that I had not had my devotions for a few days. Whatever the cause, or combination of causes, my incurable optimism was flickering. But then I began practicing my memory verses. I use an online program called Scripture Typer. My first passage was John 1:1-18. But I hadn't even made it halfway through before my hope was refreshed.

John 1:1-5  In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.  2  He was in the beginning with God.  3  All things were made through him, and without him was not any thing made that was made.  4  In him was life, and the life was the light of men.  5  The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it.

In verse 4, I was reminded that Christ is life and light. My perspective is so limited, and my soul is so turned in on itself that I need CONSTANT help to see things correctly. I need life. I need light. I need Christ through His word. I need to be in the Scriptures. But the real blast came in verse 5. The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it.  This book was probably written around 90 A.D. Most of the apostles had been martyred, along with many second generation Christians. Persecution was the norm. And yet John tells his readers that the darkness HAS NOT OVERCOME the light. We have hope! Christ conquered death and sin for us! He will come back to make all things right! What reason then do I have to be bluesy?

In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. He was in the beginning with God. All things were made through him, and without him was not any thing made that was made. In him was life, and the life was the light of men. The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it. There was a man sent from God, whose name was John. He came as a witness, to bear witness about the light, that all might believe through him. He was not the light, but came to bear witness about the light. The true light, which enlightens everyone, was coming into the world. He was in the world, and the world was made through him, yet the world did not know him. He came to his own, and his own people did not receive him. But to all who did receive him, who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God, who were born, not of blood nor of the will of the flesh nor of the will of man, but of God. And the Word became flesh and dwelt among us, and we have seen his glory, glory as of the only Son from the Father, full of grace and truth. (John bore witness about him, and cried out, "This was he of whom I said, 'He who comes after me ranks before me, because he was before me.'") And from his fullness we have all received, grace upon grace. For the law was given through Moses; grace and truth came through Jesus Christ. No one has ever seen God; the only God, who is at the Father's side, he has made him known.
John 1:1-18

Wednesday, September 24, 2014

Just Enough

My Crew are pretty typical kids. They are rarely eager to do their chores (unless they are expecting something fun afterwards). And most of the time, after a few minutes I hear, "Is it clean enough..." "Have I done enough..." "Is it straight enough..."
My usual reply is that if they have to tag on "enough", the answer is probably no.

The principle I see at work in my Crew is that they want to do "just enough" to not be in trouble, or to get to do whatever fun thing they have in mind. And as I pondered this, I was convicted of my tendency to try to do "just enough". I want to read my Bible "just enough" to ease my conscience, or to feel happy and peaceful through the day. I want to pray "just enough" to cover my responsibility to my friends and family. And then I was reminded of this exquisite hymn.

"When I survey the wondrous cross
on which the Prince of Glory died;
my richest gain I count but loss,
and pour contempt on all my pride.

Were the whole realm of nature mine,
that were an offering far to small;
love so amazing, so divine,
demands my soul, my life, my all.

I appeal to you therefore, brothers, by the mercies of God, to present your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy and acceptable to God, which is your spiritual worship. Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that by testing you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and acceptable and perfect.
Romans 12:1-2

Tuesday, September 16, 2014

Call to Arms

Today I had the privilege of witnessing my sister's promotion to Chief Petty Officer in the U.S. Navy. It was a stirring ceremony. And although I know I am not the first (nor do I think I will be the last) to write about it, I was struck by the connections between serving in the military and following Christ. You give of your time, your money, your energy, yourself. You bind yourself to your brothers-in-arms. You take on responsibilities that are foreign to those outside. There is an incredible amount of discipline required for you to fulfill your duties. There are great people who carried this burden before you, and there will be others to whom you will pass the standard. In short, I was challenged to persevere in the faith for the glory of the Great Captain, Jesus Christ.

Finally, be strong in the Lord and in the strength of his might. Put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the schemes of the devil. For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the cosmic powers over this present darkness, against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places. Therefore take up the whole armor of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand firm. Stand therefore, having fastened on the belt of truth, and having put on the breastplate of righteousness, and, as shoes for your feet, having put on the readiness given by the gospel of peace. In all circumstances take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming darts of the evil one; and take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God, praying at all times in the Spirit, with all prayer and supplication. To that end keep alert with all perseverance, making supplication for all the saints, and also for me, that words may be given to me in opening my mouth boldly to proclaim the mystery of the gospel, for which I am an ambassador in chains, that I may declare it boldly, as I ought to speak. So that you also may know how I am and what I am doing, Tychicus the beloved brother and faithful minister in the Lord will tell you everything. I have sent him to you for this very purpose, that you may know how we are, and that he may encourage your hearts. Peace be to the brothers, and love with faith, from God the Father and the Lord Jesus Christ. Grace be with all who love our Lord Jesus Christ with love incorruptible.
Ephesians 6:10-24

Sunday, September 14, 2014

You're Weird

My family is kind of weird. We like weird food (or so my husband tells me!). We go weird places (anniversary trips to museums and the zoo). We have the wonderfully weird combination of three girls and one boy. "You're so weird!" may be the most common sentence in our house. But I've been thinking about what we MEAN when we tell someone they're weird. I've come to the conclusion that it means, "You're not like me." And while most often, we use it in a joking manner, there is a troubling root. In this scenario, I'm holding myself up as the standard of what is "normal" or "right" or "good". It really doesn't matter whether my kid likes olives or doesn't like chocolate milk. It is of little import that their fashion style differs from mine. The things that boys do because they are boys are no more "weird" than the things that girls do because we are girls. I am not the standard. It all goes back to me having a higher opinion of myself than I should. In fact, it's a matter of me thinking of myself too much. Christ is the standard. Our God, Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, is our example of what is right and good. And Christ died to make us into His image.

Shout for joy in the LORD, O you righteous! Praise befits the upright. Give thanks to the LORD with the lyre; make melody to him with the harp of ten strings! Sing to him a new song; play skillfully on the strings, with loud shouts. For the word of the LORD is upright, and all his work is done in faithfulness. He loves righteousness and justice; the earth is full of the steadfast love of the LORD. By the word of the LORD the heavens were made, and by the breath of his mouth all their host. He gathers the waters of the sea as a heap; he puts the deeps in storehouses. Let all the earth fear the LORD; let all the inhabitants of the world stand in awe of him! For he spoke, and it came to be; he commanded, and it stood firm. The LORD brings the counsel of the nations to nothing; he frustrates the plans of the peoples. The counsel of the LORD stands forever, the plans of his heart to all generations. Blessed is the nation whose God is the LORD, the people whom he has chosen as his heritage! The LORD looks down from heaven; he sees all the children of man; from where he sits enthroned he looks out on all the inhabitants of the earth, he who fashions the hearts of them all and observes all their deeds. The king is not saved by his great army; a warrior is not delivered by his great strength. The war horse is a false hope for salvation, and by its great might it cannot rescue. Behold, the eye of the LORD is on those who fear him, on those who hope in his steadfast love, that he may deliver their soul from death and keep them alive in famine. Our soul waits for the LORD; he is our help and our shield. For our heart is glad in him, because we trust in his holy name. Let your steadfast love, O LORD, be upon us, even as we hope in you.
Psalms 33:1-22

Thursday, September 4, 2014

A Series of Similar Circumstances

Many times over the last few weeks, I've had a thought for a post only to realize that I've already written it! Well, not actually written it. The circumstances that have stirred up the thought vary, but the thoughts are consistent. It has occurred to me that my life is pretty mundane. (You might argue that homeschooling four kids is not mundane, but we all get used to our particular "normal".) The busyness of sports and other activities ebbs and flows from season to season. Another school year follows summer. The beginning of a new month brings the same set of bills to pay. I cook and clean up messes. It's all just normal stuff. And in the midst of all that "normal" God is working out sanctification in my life. He is at work in me (and you, too, if you have believed in Jesus Christ for salvation) to make me fit for His presence. And what He begins, He ALWAYS finishes! =)

Now the Lord is the Spirit, and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom. And we all, with unveiled face, beholding the glory of the Lord, are being transformed into the same image from one degree of glory to another. For this comes from the Lord who is the Spirit.
2 Corinthians 3:17-18
 

But since we belong to the day, let us be sober, having put on the breastplate of faith and love, and for a helmet the hope of salvation. For God has not destined us for wrath, but to obtain salvation through our Lord Jesus Christ, who died for us so that whether we are awake or asleep we might live with him. Therefore encourage one another and build one another up, just as you are doing. We ask you, brothers, to respect those who labor among you and are over you in the Lord and admonish you, and to esteem them very highly in love because of their work. Be at peace among yourselves. And we urge you, brothers, admonish the idle, encourage the fainthearted, help the weak, be patient with them all. See that no one repays anyone evil for evil, but always seek to do good to one another and to everyone. Rejoice always, pray without ceasing, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you. Do not quench the Spirit. Do not despise prophecies, but test everything; hold fast what is good. Abstain from every form of evil. Now may the God of peace himself sanctify you completely, and may your whole spirit and soul and body be kept blameless at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ.
1 Thessalonians 5:8-23

Saturday, August 30, 2014

Not Outside

I'll be teaching through The Hobbit with one of my Crew again this year, so I am rereading it. Although he is not a major character in this book, Gollum plays a significant role through the Lord of the Rings trilogy. To me, Gollum is the most distasteful character. The book talks about him being a pitiable creature, and maybe I'm just hardhearted, but I don't pity him. He is twisted and small and entirely self-centered. Now, you might argue that the Ring is what corrupted him, but I would disagree. The Ring is not what made Gollum evil, it simply distilled the evil that was already residing within him. He was selfish and greedy long before he saw the Ring and killed his friend. And later, as long as Frodo was friendly and sympathetic toward Gollum, Gollum served him. But as soon as Gollum felt misused, he began to plot revenge. You even see it in the arguments Gollum has with himself.

As I was typing this description of Gollum, I saw a picture of myself. I am small. And twisted. And far too self-centered. It is so much easier to look at my wrong behavior and blame it on my circumstances, or the other people in my life. But the Bible teaches that sin is actually who we are, manifested in what we do. It is our nature. Our biggest problem is not OUTSIDE of us. My biggest problem is that my heart is focused on me. But Christ came to save me from myself! He lived and died to draw my focus back where it belongs, loving God and loving others. And one day. One glorious day, I will finally be free of the focus on myself. Lord Jesus, come quickly!

The LORD saw that the wickedness of man was great in the earth, and that every intention of the thoughts of his heart was only evil continually. And the LORD was sorry that he had made man on the earth, and it grieved him to his heart.
Genesis 6:5-6
 

And he said, "What comes out of a person is what defiles him. For from within, out of the heart of man, come evil thoughts, sexual immorality, theft, murder, adultery, coveting, wickedness, deceit, sensuality, envy, slander, pride, foolishness. All these evil things come from within, and they defile a person."
Mark 7:20-23
 

For we ourselves were once foolish, disobedient, led astray, slaves to various passions and pleasures, passing our days in malice and envy, hated by others and hating one another. But when the goodness and loving kindness of God our Savior appeared, he saved us, not because of works done by us in righteousness, but according to his own mercy, by the washing of regeneration and renewal of the Holy Spirit, whom he poured out on us richly through Jesus Christ our Savior, so that being justified by his grace we might become heirs according to the hope of eternal life.
Titus 3:3-7

Friday, August 29, 2014

Bombarded

I DO NOT love working out. In fact, I don't even really LIKE working out. But I have become convinced that I need to work out in moderation as a matter of stewardship. So, I started a workout program this summer. However, at the end of a month of the program, I was so frustrated! Even though I was getting stronger (the main goal I had at the outset), I was dissatisfied. I dreaded hitting the play button. After a couple of busy weeks off, I realized that every workout was urging me to elevate "fitness" in my life. "Eat right. Include our health drink in your diet. Working out makes you a better person." etc.

I was pondering this some more this morning. Do you realize that we are CONSTANTLY being bombarded by our culture. You are a city under siege. And the Enemy would like nothing better than for you to fall under the temptations and demands you face. There is always one more thing to worry about. One more priority to work into your schedule. One more activity in which your child(ren) need to participate. It never ends! And if the external issues were not enough, our own sinful hearts sabotage us from within!

But I LOVE the Psalms. Again and again in Psalms. God is called "my rock", "my fortress", "my stronghold". I NEED that! I need a safe place to go and hide from all that life and culture throw at me! I need solid ground to stand on so that when I get whacked, I don't get buried. I need a strong hand to hold me up when my sin drags me down! I need my Savior!

The LORD is my rock and my fortress and my deliverer, my God, my rock, in whom I take refuge, my shield, and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold. I call upon the LORD, who is worthy to be praised, and I am saved from my enemies.
Psalms 18:2-3
 

He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High will abide in the shadow of the Almighty. I will say to the LORD, "My refuge and my fortress, my God, in whom I trust." For he will deliver you from the snare of the fowler and from the deadly pestilence. He will cover you with his pinions, and under his wings you will find refuge; his faithfulness is a shield and buckler.
Psalms 91:1-4
 

If the LORD had not been my help, my soul would soon have lived in the land of silence. When I thought, "My foot slips," your steadfast love, O LORD, held me up. When the cares of my heart are many, your consolations cheer my soul.
Psalms 94:17-19
 

For God alone, O my soul, wait in silence, for my hope is from him. He only is my rock and my salvation, my fortress; I shall not be shaken. On God rests my salvation and my glory; my mighty rock, my refuge is God. Trust in him at all times, O people; pour out your heart before him; God is a refuge for us. Selah
Psalms 62:5-8

Wednesday, August 27, 2014

Projecting

We, as sinners, have a terrible time getting our focus off ourselves. We tend to see the actions of others through the lens of our own attitudes. We project our intentions onto others-- often incorrectly. Several years ago, Shorty and I were having a discussion-- or maybe an argument... He had started talking at me as though I was my mom-- or his... So I looked at him and said, "I am NOT my mother! I'm not yours either. But I am not my mother, so stop treating me like it!" That temporarily stopped the discussion.

I've been reading a lot in preparation for our upcoming school year. One of the books I read for the first time was the epic of Gilgamesh. In the story, the gods are much like people. They are fickle, selfish, and vindictive, but immensely powerful. If you are familiar with Greek and Roman mythology, you may have made the same observation about their gods. In fact, every other religion I know about has this in common.

Having this fresh on my mind, I was fascinated when we studied the story of Cain and Abel a few weeks ago in Sunday school. When God confronts Cain, he seems to be projecting his own sinful nature onto God. It's as though he simply cannot imagine God being good and just and holy. He had made God into his image, and therefore wasn't actually worshiping God. We do the same thing. We are still so focused on ourselves that we can't fathom who God really is. But He is gracious, and He patiently reveals Himself to us through His Word. And little, by little, by little, we begin to see and believe that He is who He says He is.

"'See now that I, even I, am he, and there is no god beside me; I kill and I make alive; I wound and I heal; and there is none that can deliver out of my hand.
Deuteronomy 32:39
 

I am the LORD, and there is no other, besides me there is no God; I equip you, though you do not know me, that people may know, from the rising of the sun and from the west, that there is none besides me; I am the LORD, and there is no other.
Isaiah 45:5-6
 

There is none like you among the gods, O Lord, nor are there any works like yours.
Psalms 86:8

Thursday, August 21, 2014

True AND Kind

Early this year Shorty and I read the Divergent trilogy. Since all good literature draws you in, we discussed which faction (group) we would have been part of based on our personalities. Without hesitation, Shorty declared that I would have TOTALLY been in Candor. If you are not familiar with the story, the Candor faction value the truth above all else. They say the nastiest things. Whatever comes to mind, follows immediately out of their mouths. I don't intend to be mean (at least part of the time), but it definitely comes across that way sometimes. Reading this story highlighted a weakness in my life and parenting.

Since finishing the books, I've been talking to my Crew about truth not being God's only requirement for our words. So this morning, when I confronted one of the girls for snapping at her brother, her immediate response was, "Well it's TRUE!" I had to remind her that God expects our words to be both true AND kind. This does not mean that the truth is always pleasant, but the motivation for our words should be love for God and others-- even if it hurts.

For you were called to freedom, brothers. Only do not use your freedom as an opportunity for the flesh, but through love serve one another. For the whole law is fulfilled in one word: "You shall love your neighbor as yourself." But if you bite and devour one another, watch out that you are not consumed by one another. But I say, walk by the Spirit, and you will not gratify the desires of the flesh. For the desires of the flesh are against the Spirit, and the desires of the Spirit are against the flesh, for these are opposed to each other, to keep you from doing the things you want to do. But if you are led by the Spirit, you are not under the law. Now the works of the flesh are evident: sexual immorality, impurity, sensuality, idolatry, sorcery, enmity, strife, jealousy, fits of anger, rivalries, dissensions, divisions, envy, drunkenness, orgies, and things like these. I warn you, as I warned you before, that those who do such things will not inherit the kingdom of God. But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control; against such things there is no law. And those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the flesh with its passions and desires. If we live by the Spirit, let us also walk by the Spirit.
Galatians 5:13-25

Wednesday, August 20, 2014

Put Your Money Where Your Mouth Is

I've been thinking a lot about missions lately. Our local church has been praying frequently for the Christians in Iraq. I also get regular emails from Voice of the Martyrs, with information about persecuted brothers and sisters around the world. And we had a guest speaker from Gospel for Asia this past Sunday.

I enjoy message t-shirts. I bought one just recently that says, "Whoever said diamonds are a girl's best friend hasn't met my husband". This morning, I received an email from Voice of the Martyrs. They have started a t-shirt fundraiser to help the displaced Christians in Iraq. So as I was looking at this email, I thought that it would be fun to buy one for myself, my husband, and our oldest. And half of the proceeds go directly toward helping Iraqi Christians.

And then I was convicted. I have more t-shirts than I can wear in a week-- not including all the other shirts in my closet. And I have a nice sized house with air conditioning. I have enough food in my fridges (Yes, you read that right. Fridges, plural.) for more than a week. I have ABUNDANCE in material things. What a terrible indictment against me! I think of those Iraqis. I pray for them. But I didn't even think of giving toward their needs until someone offered me a shirt!

Dear Lord, soften my heart. Remind me that the funds at my disposal really belong to You, and have been entrusted to me for the advancement of YOUR kingdom.

Now it is superfluous for me to write to you about the ministry for the saints, for I know your readiness, of which I boast about you to the people of Macedonia, saying that Achaia has been ready since last year. And your zeal has stirred up most of them. But I am sending the brothers so that our boasting about you may not prove empty in this matter, so that you may be ready, as I said you would be. Otherwise, if some Macedonians come with me and find that you are not ready, we would be humiliated--to say nothing of you--for being so confident. So I thought it necessary to urge the brothers to go on ahead to you and arrange in advance for the gift you have promised, so that it may be ready as a willing gift, not as an exaction. The point is this: whoever sows sparingly will also reap sparingly, and whoever sows bountifully will also reap bountifully. Each one must give as he has decided in his heart, not reluctantly or under compulsion, for God loves a cheerful giver. And God is able to make all grace abound to you, so that having all sufficiency in all things at all times, you may abound in every good work. As it is written, "He has distributed freely, he has given to the poor; his righteousness endures forever." He who supplies seed to the sower and bread for food will supply and multiply your seed for sowing and increase the harvest of your righteousness. You will be enriched in every way to be generous in every way, which through us will produce thanksgiving to God. For the ministry of this service is not only supplying the needs of the saints but is also overflowing in many thanksgivings to God. By their approval of this service, they will glorify God because of your submission flowing from your confession of the gospel of Christ, and the generosity of your contribution for them and for all others, while they long for you and pray for you, because of the surpassing grace of God upon you. Thanks be to God for his inexpressible gift!
2 Corinthians 9:1-15


If you want to get involved in helping our brothers and sisters in need, visit one of these ministry websites.

The Voice of the Martyrs
Gospel for Asia

Tuesday, August 19, 2014

Lean Hard On Me

There are seasons in life that are just HARD. Like when winter drags into spring but the ice just won't melt. Or when spring rains continue too long and the flood waters rise. Or when the scorching heat of summer comes too early and stays for months and months. Or maybe your babies are struggling through some illness that just won't let go. Or maybe your kids are a little older, and they keep you running from early to late and beyond. Or maybe a close relative is dying from a slow and painful disease. Or maybe God is gently stripping one of your idols from your grasp, but it feels anything but gentle... And you are tired.

These are the moments when we need others to walk alongside us. We need them to point our gaze upward toward our gracious Savior. We need them to pray for us. I have sisters and brothers in the faith like this. And this is one of those seasons for me. I'm leaning hard because I can't keep going on my own. I can't grow in faithfulness on my own. And I know that this season will pass. I won't need to lean so hard for a while. I'll be ready for them to lean hard on me. And we'll all lean hard on our Savior!

Two are better than one, because they have a good reward for their toil. For if they fall, one will lift up his fellow. But woe to him who is alone when he falls and has not another to lift him up! Again, if two lie together, they keep warm, but how can one keep warm alone? And though a man might prevail against one who is alone, two will withstand him--a threefold cord is not quickly broken.
Ecclesiastes 4:9-12
 

Take care, brothers, lest there be in any of you an evil, unbelieving heart, leading you to fall away from the living God. But exhort one another every day, as long as it is called "today," that none of you may be hardened by the deceitfulness of sin.
Hebrews 3:12-13
 

To the choirmaster: according to Do Not Destroy. A Miktam of David, when he fled from Saul, in the cave. Be merciful to me, O God, be merciful to me, for in you my soul takes refuge; in the shadow of your wings I will take refuge, till the storms of destruction pass by. I cry out to God Most High, to God who fulfills his purpose for me.
Psalms 57:1-2


Monday, August 18, 2014

Stark Contrast

I've been working for over a year to memorize Psalm 37. You are probably quite familiar with verse four.

Delight yourself in the LORD, and he will give you the desires of your heart.
Psalms 37:4


But are you familiar with the verses that come before and after it? Verse three tells us to trust in the Lord, and verse five commands us to commit our way to Him. And while delighting in the Lord is wonderful, it's not so much the main point of the passage. Over and over and over in its forty verses the contrast is being drawn between the righteous and the wicked. The wicked may be prospering for a season, but they will be judged. The righteous are preserved by the Lord, in the passage both physically and spiritually. There is one particular couplet that keeps popping up as I go through my days.

The steps of a man are established by the LORD, when he delights in his way; though he fall, he shall not be cast headlong, for the LORD upholds his hand.
Psalms 37:23-24


This so encourages me, because the more I grow in Christ the more I see my sin. I see more and more how corrupt I am in every part. You may not think so, but you can't see my thoughts and my heart. (For which I am very thankful!) I really believe that even the "nice" things I do are radically tainted by sin. So I know I fall, but I love that this verse says the Lord upholds me. It's really interesting that this thought comes from David. This Psalm doesn't tell us when David wrote it, but if you know his story, you know he had a pretty major fall into adultery and murder. And David lived in a different part of redemptive history than us. In the Old Testament, God's Spirit didn't dwell in people like He does now. But in these verses, David is bearing witness to God's faithfulness, in spite of our sin! The difference between the righteous and the wicked is faith! And it is a gracious gift from the ever Faithful God!

Now faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen.
Hebrews 11:1


And without faith it is impossible to please him, for whoever would draw near to God must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who seek him.
Hebrews 11:6
 

For by grace you have been saved through faith. And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God, not a result of works, so that no one may boast. For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand, that we should walk in them.
Ephesians 2:8-10
 

"For who has known the mind of the Lord, or who has been his counselor?" "Or who has given a gift to him that he might be repaid?" For from him and through him and to him are all things. To him be glory forever. Amen.
Romans 11:34-36

Thursday, August 14, 2014

Enter Their World

This week our church has been hosting a Vacation Bible School. My Crew LOVES all the costume contests, and have made me CRAZY with their schemes and shenanigans! Often I excuse myself from joining their plans by citing all my pressing matters. This week though, I've engaged and helped them pull of some pretty impressive costumes. (If I do say so myself! =))

I was thinking about this as I scrambled to help produce two camels and two horses by 5:00 pm. Nothing shouts "I love you!" quite like entering someone's world. Whether it's costumes or legos or tea parties or Candy Land or a particular book or film... And the greatest example of this was Jesus! God the Son left the glories of heaven to enter our world and save us!

In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. He was in the beginning with God. All things were made through him, and without him was not any thing made that was made. In him was life, and the life was the light of men. The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it. There was a man sent from God, whose name was John. He came as a witness, to bear witness about the light, that all might believe through him. He was not the light, but came to bear witness about the light. The true light, which enlightens everyone, was coming into the world. He was in the world, and the world was made through him, yet the world did not know him. He came to his own, and his own people did not receive him. But to all who did receive him, who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God, who were born, not of blood nor of the will of the flesh nor of the will of man, but of God. And the Word became flesh and dwelt among us, and we have seen his glory, glory as of the only Son from the Father, full of grace and truth.
John 1:1-14

Tuesday, August 12, 2014

Fixated

My kids crack me up. They have little interest in a certain show or toy for months at a time, but then, for a season, they are absolutely fixated. For example, back in the spring, they watched the movie "Clue" on Netflix. They also got out our Clue boardgame, and would move the characters and weapons around the gameboard as the movie progressed. They did this a couple times a day for about two weeks. Then they got bored with Clue and moved on to the next fixation.

As I was chuckling to myself about this behavior, I was reminded that I tend to be the same way. These fixations are really worship. But the idols we worship soon lose their luster. The reason for this is that we were created to be fixated... just not on created things. We were created to worship our Creator. Like my children, I am VERY good at fixating on the wrong things. Maybe it's a good thing like a new book, some fix-up on my house, a little "down time", or maybe it's something sinful that I've justified to myself. Either way, it can't satisfy. Please don't hear me saying not to do fun things. Fun is a gift from God-- but it is a GIFT given to point to the Lord. So fixate on the eternal, immortal, omnipotent King of the universe! =)

"I am the LORD; I have called you in righteousness; I will take you by the hand and keep you; I will give you as a covenant for the people, a light for the nations, to open the eyes that are blind, to bring out the prisoners from the dungeon, from the prison those who sit in darkness. I am the LORD; that is my name; my glory I give to no other, nor my praise to carved idols. Behold, the former things have come to pass, and new things I now declare; before they spring forth I tell you of them."
Isaiah 42:6-9
 

Oh give thanks to the LORD; call upon his name; make known his deeds among the peoples! Sing to him, sing praises to him; tell of all his wondrous works! Glory in his holy name; let the hearts of those who seek the LORD rejoice! Seek the LORD and his strength; seek his presence continually! Remember the wondrous works that he has done, his miracles, and the judgments he uttered, O offspring of Abraham, his servant, children of Jacob, his chosen ones!
Psalms 105:1-6
 

Now may the God of peace who brought again from the dead our Lord Jesus, the great shepherd of the sheep, by the blood of the eternal covenant, equip you with everything good that you may do his will, working in us that which is pleasing in his sight, through Jesus Christ, to whom be glory forever and ever. Amen.
Hebrews 13:20-21


Wednesday, August 6, 2014

Living and Active

I struggle a lot with motivation. (Maybe because I want to do more than I actually can... Maybe because I'm much better at time management games, than I am at time management in real life!) So I have this cycle of full-throttle activity, all-out laziness, repeat. I have been working on it, but I'm kind of in the summer slump. We've been busy, and our activities are over until school begins. But school will be starting sooner than I'd prefer. ;) So today I reread one of my early blogs, Motiviation.The first Scripture really encouraged me!

Let your work be shown to your servants, and your glorious power to their children. Let the favor of the Lord our God be upon us, and establish the work of our hands upon us; yes, establish the work of our hands!
Psalms 90:16-17


I love that the verse begins with God. "Let YOUR work be shown to your servants." It is His work that sets the standard, His work that gives us our example, His work in which we get to participate! I was also struck but the link between the Lord's favor and the soundness of our work. This brought a couple other passages to mind.

A Song of Ascents. Of Solomon. Unless the LORD builds the house, those who build it labor in vain. Unless the LORD watches over the city, the watchman stays awake in vain. It is in vain that you rise up early and go late to rest, eating the bread of anxious toil; for he gives to his beloved sleep.
Psalms 127:1-2
 

The steps of a man are established by the LORD, when he delights in his way; though he fall, he shall not be cast headlong, for the LORD upholds his hand.
Psalms 37:23-24


I think one of the best things I have done in the last two years has been to make Scripture memory a priority in my personal devotions. I don't practice every day (or even every week), but it has made my time in the Word so much richer! I see more of the big themes of Scripture threaded throughout. And the Spirit is faithful to pierce through my pretensions and deceptions to show me more about myself, and about Christ.

For the word of God is living and active, sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing to the division of soul and of spirit, of joints and of marrow, and discerning the thoughts and intentions of the heart.
Hebrews 4:12


Thursday, July 31, 2014

Big Themes in Isaiah

I've made it through Isaiah in my Scripture reading this year. As I read, I noticed two broad stroke themes laced throughout the book. Number one, your idols are worse than worthless. Number two, I (the Lord God) will save you. I've needed to hear this message, because, like the children of Israel, I am good at worshiping (ordering my life around) things that are not God. And also because I cannot fix myself. No matter how hard I try, or how much I am able to change various behaviors, or even attitudes, my heart is still wicked. Praise God that He is able to restore what is broken!

O house of Jacob, come, let us walk in the light of the LORD. For you have rejected your people, the house of Jacob, because they are full of things from the east and of fortune-tellers like the Philistines, and they strike hands with the children of foreigners. Their land is filled with silver and gold, and there is no end to their treasures; their land is filled with horses, and there is no end to their chariots. Their land is filled with idols; they bow down to the work of their hands, to what their own fingers have made.
Isaiah 2:5-8
 

For I the LORD love justice; I hate robbery and wrong; I will faithfully give them their recompense, and I will make an everlasting covenant with them. Their offspring shall be known among the nations, and their descendants in the midst of the peoples; all who see them shall acknowledge them, that they are an offspring the LORD has blessed. I will greatly rejoice in the LORD; my soul shall exult in my God, for he has clothed me with the garments of salvation; he has covered me with the robe of righteousness, as a bridegroom decks himself like a priest with a beautiful headdress, and as a bride adorns herself with her jewels. For as the earth brings forth its sprouts, and as a garden causes what is sown in it to sprout up, so the Lord GOD will cause righteousness and praise to sprout up before all the nations.
Isaiah 61:8-11

Tuesday, July 29, 2014

Facets

There are SO MANY pictures in the Bible. God has chosen to reveal Himself to us in things we know and can understand. He is our Father (John 20:17), our King (Psalm 47:7). Christ is our Shepherd (John 10:11), a door (John 10:9), a rock (Psalm 18:31). We are grass (Psalm 103:15), dust (Psalm 103:14), mist (James 4:14). The kingdom of heaven is like a pearl (Matthew 13:45-46) or a mustard seed (Matthew 13:31).

Marriage is a picture of our union with Christ, but singleness highlights Christ's sufficiency in a way marriage never can. Here's the thing, God is too much GREATER than us for just one illustration to capture! Just like the facets of a gemstone catch the light to emphasize the beauty of the stone, the church, combining and reflecting the many illustrations God has provided emphasizes HIS glory!

Wives, submit to your own husbands, as to the Lord. For the husband is the head of the wife even as Christ is the head of the church, his body, and is himself its Savior. Now as the church submits to Christ, so also wives should submit in everything to their husbands. Husbands, love your wives, as Christ loved the church and gave himself up for her, that he might sanctify her, having cleansed her by the washing of water with the word, so that he might present the church to himself in splendor, without spot or wrinkle or any such thing, that she might be holy and without blemish. In the same way husbands should love their wives as their own bodies. He who loves his wife loves himself. For no one ever hated his own flesh, but nourishes and cherishes it, just as Christ does the church, because we are members of his body. "Therefore a man shall leave his father and mother and hold fast to his wife, and the two shall become one flesh." This mystery is profound, and I am saying that it refers to Christ and the church. However, let each one of you love his wife as himself, and let the wife see that she respects her husband.
Ephesians 5:22-33
 

To the unmarried and the widows I say that it is good for them to remain single as I am.
1 Corinthians 7:8
 

Only let each person lead the life that the Lord has assigned to him, and to which God has called him. This is my rule in all the churches.
1 Corinthians 7:17

Tuesday, July 22, 2014

Christmas in July-- Day 8

In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. He was in the beginning with God. All things were made through him, and without him was not any thing made that was made. In him was life, and the life was the light of men. The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it. There was a man sent from God, whose name was John. He came as a witness, to bear witness about the light, that all might believe through him. He was not the light, but came to bear witness about the light. The true light, which enlightens everyone, was coming into the world. He was in the world, and the world was made through him, yet the world did not know him. He came to his own, and his own people did not receive him. But to all who did receive him, who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God, who were born, not of blood nor of the will of the flesh nor of the will of man, but of God. And the Word became flesh and dwelt among us, and we have seen his glory, glory as of the only Son from the Father, full of grace and truth. (John bore witness about him, and cried out, "This was he of whom I said, 'He who comes after me ranks before me, because he was before me.'") And from his fullness we have all received, grace upon grace. For the law was given through Moses; grace and truth came through Jesus Christ. No one has ever seen God; the only God, who is at the Father's side, he has made him known.
John 1:1-18


Questions:
1. What five things is Jesus called in this passage?
2. What four things does He do?
3. What do we receive?

In this passage Jesus is called 1a) the Word. The language here is probably intended to mirror the opening words of Genesis, "In the beginning, God...". This Word is a very particular word, He is 1b) God. He is fully God, but He is not to be confused with the Father. They are two distinct persons who share the same nature. Next we read that He is 1c) life. Because He IS life, He can GIVE life. This fact is highlighted throughout John's gospel. And He is 1d) light. I am a fan of light, so I particularly enjoy the word picture here. Fifth, He is 1e) the Son. In the first verse, John made the distinction between two of the persons of the Godhead, now he introduces them to us as Father and Son. These names tell us something about how God interacts with Himself in the trinity. It kind of makes my head hurt to think about this for long...

As with most introductions, we meet the character(s). However, characters can be pretty boring if they're not doing something! The first "doing" thing in our passage is that Jesus was involved in creation. He 2a) "made all things". Sit and ponder that for a moment. Scientifically, we know more about our world than ever before. We have machines that allow us to dive deeper in the ocean, magnify tiny particles to visibility, and travel the globe in days! When I think about the quantity and diversity and variety in creation, I am amazed! But He wasn't just involved in making all this. Next we see that 2b) "the light shines in the darkness". Think back through the drama of the first three chapters of Genesis. God created the entire universe with His words. He made people to reflect His image on the earth in worship. Then in chapter three, Adam and Eve sinned. They rebelled against the Good God who created them and provided their every need. Darkness fell in their souls. But the Light is not just shining down from heaven. 2c) And the Word became flesh and dwelt among us. God the Son became a man. Again, my brain hurts when I think about this for very long. I think the last action in this passage is my favorite. Jesus 2d) makes the Father known. Because of Christ's work, I can KNOW God! I can KNOW the Holy Creator!

Finally, there are a few things that we receive. First, we receive 3a) the right to become children of God. We are adopted into His family. We have access to God as a Father! What a privilege! And we receive 3b) grace!

grace:  Appropriately, the free unmerited love and favor of God, the spring and source of all the benefits men receive from him. ~Webster's 1828 Dictionary

The last answer here is basically the same as in number two. We receive 3c) knowledge of God because Jesus is making Him known. And really, what is knowing God if not grace? =)

Monday, July 21, 2014

Christmas in July-- Day 7

In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. He was in the beginning with God. All things were made through him, and without him was not any thing made that was made. In him was life, and the life was the light of men. The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it. There was a man sent from God, whose name was John. He came as a witness, to bear witness about the light, that all might believe through him. He was not the light, but came to bear witness about the light. The true light, which enlightens everyone, was coming into the world. He was in the world, and the world was made through him, yet the world did not know him. He came to his own, and his own people did not receive him. But to all who did receive him, who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God, who were born, not of blood nor of the will of the flesh nor of the will of man, but of God. And the Word became flesh and dwelt among us, and we have seen his glory, glory as of the only Son from the Father, full of grace and truth. (John bore witness about him, and cried out, "This was he of whom I said, 'He who comes after me ranks before me, because he was before me.'") And from his fullness we have all received, grace upon grace. For the law was given through Moses; grace and truth came through Jesus Christ. No one has ever seen God; the only God, who is at the Father's side, he has made him known.
John 1:1-18


Questions:
1. What five things is Jesus called in this passage?
2. What four things does He do?
3. What do we receive?

Wednesday, July 16, 2014

Christmas in July-- Day 6

There shall come forth a shoot from the stump of Jesse, and a branch from his roots shall bear fruit. And the Spirit of the LORD shall rest upon him, the Spirit of wisdom and understanding, the Spirit of counsel and might, the Spirit of knowledge and the fear of the LORD. And his delight shall be in the fear of the LORD. He shall not judge by what his eyes see, or decide disputes by what his ears hear, but with righteousness he shall judge the poor, and decide with equity for the meek of the earth; and he shall strike the earth with the rod of his mouth, and with the breath of his lips he shall kill the wicked. Righteousness shall be the belt of his waist, and faithfulness the belt of his loins.
Isaiah 11:1-5


Questions:

1. Who was Jessee?
2. Who was David?
3. What did God promise David?
4. Who is this passage about?
5. What rests on him?
6. What is he doing in our passage?
7. Why is he doing this?
8. Why do His people not need to fear His judgment?

1) Jesse was David's father. You probably don't need me to tell you that 2) David was one of Israel's greatest kings. In 2 Samuel, when David decides that he wants to build God a house (temple), God turns it around and says that He will build David a house. God promises that David will have a descendant who will be king forever.

4) This passage in Isaiah is about Jesus. Immediately after we are told His earthly lineage, we are informed that 5) the Spirit of the LORD rests on Him. This is interesting because it implies that He ALWAYS has the Spirit. In the Old Testament, we read about the Spirit coming upon various characters, but it appears to be a temporary thing. For example, the Spirit "rushed" upon Samson in Judges.

After telling us about Jesus' lineage, and His character, Isaiah says that this man is 6) judging. He judges differently than we do. If I am selected as a juror, I have to see the evidence and listen to testimony, and then make a judgment. Jesus can see the intentions of the hearts of people, and it is on this basis that He judges. In our culture, judgment comes from elected or appointed officials, but in Isaiah's time, the king was the primary and ultimate judge. We know as New Covenant believers that Jesus is one person of the Triune God, therefore He is the King of kings. 7) It is because He is King that He is judging.

This last question was my favorite. Judgment is a scary thing. Especially as you begin to grasp the extent of your offense against a Holy God. And although we learn about Christ's character in the beginning of the passage, that is not a huge comfort when you realize that you are one of "the wicked". However, 8) because of Jesus' perfect life and death on my account, and because of God's goodness, I no longer have to fear His judgment. My sin was credited to, and paid for by Christ on the cross, and His holy life was credited to me. Because God is good, He will not charge twice for sin. I am secure in Christ! That's good news!

Tuesday, July 15, 2014

Christmas in July-- Day 5

There shall come forth a shoot from the stump of Jesse, and a branch from his roots shall bear fruit. And the Spirit of the LORD shall rest upon him, the Spirit of wisdom and understanding, the Spirit of counsel and might, the Spirit of knowledge and the fear of the LORD. And his delight shall be in the fear of the LORD. He shall not judge by what his eyes see, or decide disputes by what his ears hear, but with righteousness he shall judge the poor, and decide with equity for the meek of the earth; and he shall strike the earth with the rod of his mouth, and with the breath of his lips he shall kill the wicked. Righteousness shall be the belt of his waist, and faithfulness the belt of his loins.
Isaiah 11:1-5


Questions:

1. Who was Jessee?
2. Who was David?
3. What did God promise David?
4. Who is this passage about?
5. What rests on him?
6. What is he doing in our passage?
7. Why is he doing this?
8. Why do His people not need to fear His judgment?

Monday, July 14, 2014

Every Page

The Jesus Storybook Bible says that "every story whispers His name". I love that approach to the Bible stories, because the characters are just plain old sinful people like you and me. But what about the portions of Scripture that are not "stories"? As I did my devotions today, I saw, once again, how every page whispers His name.

Everyone who is arrogant in heart is an abomination to the LORD; be assured, he will not go unpunished.
Proverbs 16:5


I've been convicted recently of my own arrogant heart. And I imagine that you are very much like me. We have a million reasons (excuses) for why our arrogance is ok, or why it's not REALLY arrogance. But we are. We are still grasping to become our own little sovereigns. And God promises that my arrogance will not go unpunished. Not a happy thought...

But you see, Christ took my punishment on the cross. And He took yours, too, if you've placed your trust in Him.

But now the righteousness of God has been manifested apart from the law, although the Law and the Prophets bear witness to it-- the righteousness of God through faith in Jesus Christ for all who believe. For there is no distinction: for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, and are justified by his grace as a gift, through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus, whom God put forward as a propitiation by his blood, to be received by faith. This was to show God's righteousness, because in his divine forbearance he had passed over former sins. It was to show his righteousness at the present time, so that he might be just and the justifier of the one who has faith in Jesus.
Romans 3:21-26


As I continued reading, this verse soothed my soul.

By steadfast love and faithfulness iniquity is atoned for, and by the fear of the LORD one turns away from evil.
Proverbs 16:6


The wisdom literature is sometimes hard to read, and I don't know exactly what the human author had in mind when he penned this sentence. But as a believer after Christ's death and resurrection, this verse shouts of the steadfast love and faithfulness of the Savior by which MY INIQUITY is atoned for. Every page whispers His name. Every page. And sometimes it shouts! =)

Saturday, July 12, 2014

Christmas in July-- Day 4

But we see him who for a little while was made lower than the angels, namely Jesus, crowned with glory and honor because of the suffering of death, so that by the grace of God he might taste death for everyone. For it was fitting that he, for whom and by whom all things exist, in bringing many sons to glory, should make the founder of their salvation perfect through suffering. For he who sanctifies and those who are sanctified all have one source. That is why he is not ashamed to call them brothers, saying, "I will tell of your name to my brothers; in the midst of the congregation I will sing your praise." And again, "I will put my trust in him." And again, "Behold, I and the children God has given me." Since therefore the children share in flesh and blood, he himself likewise partook of the same things, that through death he might destroy the one who has the power of death, that is, the devil, and deliver all those who through fear of death were subject to lifelong slavery.
Hebrews 2:9-15


Questions:
1. Who is our text about?
2. Why is he crowned with glory and honor?
3. Can God die?
4. Who is Jesus?
5. Did Jesus die?
6. In our text, what two things did Jesus' death accomplish?

1) We see in the first sentence that this text is about Jesus. 2) He is "crowned with glory and honor" because of the suffering of death. There is something particular, something special, about Jesus' death. And the association of glory and honor with death reminded me of two other passages.

Paul, a servant of Christ Jesus, called to be an apostle, set apart for the gospel of God, which he promised beforehand through his prophets in the holy Scriptures, concerning his Son, who was descended from David according to the flesh and was declared to be the Son of God in power according to the Spirit of holiness by his resurrection from the dead, Jesus Christ our Lord,
Romans 1:1-4
 

Then I saw in the right hand of him who was seated on the throne a scroll written within and on the back, sealed with seven seals. And I saw a strong angel proclaiming with a loud voice, "Who is worthy to open the scroll and break its seals?" And no one in heaven or on earth or under the earth was able to open the scroll or to look into it, and I began to weep loudly because no one was found worthy to open the scroll or to look into it. And one of the elders said to me, "Weep no more; behold, the Lion of the tribe of Judah, the Root of David, has conquered, so that he can open the scroll and its seven seals." And between the throne and the four living creatures and among the elders I saw a Lamb standing, as though it had been slain, with seven horns and with seven eyes, which are the seven spirits of God sent out into all the earth.
Revelation 5:1-6


3) God cannot die. But we believe that Jesus is one person of the triune God, so we are faced with the question, "Who is Jesus?" 4) The church has said for centuries that Jesus is fully God, and fully man (two natures) in one person, and that His two natures are not confused, blended, or otherwise compromised. So, did Jesus die? Yes. The God-Man died.

This is where I think it gets REALLY interesting! This passage tells us that Jesus' death did two things. 1) First, it says that He destroyed the devil. This is one of those already/not yet statements. In a very real way, Satan was destroyed at the cross-- and he knows it. But we can still see his evil works in this fallen world. But second, Jesus' death sets us free from the fear of death! You can look around and see innumerable evidences of mankind's slavery to the fear of death. It is the great unknown. Something within us cries out that it is unnatural. Normal. But unnatural. However, in Christ, death loses its sting. Now believers are able to face the destruction of our mortal bodies because death WILL NOT WIN. When Christ returns, He will raise His people to eternal life even as He was raised! Come Lord Jesus!

Friday, July 11, 2014

Christmas in July-- Day 3

But we see him who for a little while was made lower than the angels, namely Jesus, crowned with glory and honor because of the suffering of death, so that by the grace of God he might taste death for everyone. For it was fitting that he, for whom and by whom all things exist, in bringing many sons to glory, should make the founder of their salvation perfect through suffering. For he who sanctifies and those who are sanctified all have one source. That is why he is not ashamed to call them brothers, saying, "I will tell of your name to my brothers; in the midst of the congregation I will sing your praise." And again, "I will put my trust in him." And again, "Behold, I and the children God has given me." Since therefore the children share in flesh and blood, he himself likewise partook of the same things, that through death he might destroy the one who has the power of death, that is, the devil, and deliver all those who through fear of death were subject to lifelong slavery.
Hebrews 2:9-15


Questions:
1. Who is our text about?
2. Why is he crowned with glory and honor?
3. Can God die?
4. Who is Jesus?
5. Did Jesus die?
6. In our text, what two things did Jesus' death accomplish?

Thursday, July 10, 2014

A Little Less Talk and a Lot More Listen

I love to communicate. One of my favorite things is to learn to speak different languages. (I'm only fluent in one, but I know snippets from half a dozen.) I read, I write, and I talk. A lot. With that in mind, it's probably not surprising that I don't have difficulty praying. I truly believe that God loves for me to talk to Him. I BELIEVE that He's never unable or unwilling to listen. And I believe that prayer is one of the means that He has ordained to accomplish His purpose in my life, the lives of others, and His world. It is not uncommon for me to settle in for my devotions, but get interrupted after I pray, and not get back around to reading the Bible.

Yesterday was one of those days. I sat down and prayed, but then I jumped into my day. I had every intention of getting back to my Bible... but it just didn't happen. When I walked into my bedroom for the night and saw my Bible bag on the bed, I thought of the Country song, "A Little Less Talk and a Lot More Action". I don't really think I need to pray less. But I need to believe as fervently in the essentiality of listen-time in the Word as I believe it of prayer. I need to BELIEVE that God's Word is more important than my words. So maybe a little less talk... but certainly MORE LISTEN!!!

Shout for joy in the LORD, O you righteous! Praise befits the upright. Give thanks to the LORD with the lyre; make melody to him with the harp of ten strings! Sing to him a new song; play skillfully on the strings, with loud shouts. For the word of the LORD is upright, and all his work is done in faithfulness. He loves righteousness and justice; the earth is full of the steadfast love of the LORD. By the word of the LORD the heavens were made, and by the breath of his mouth all their host. He gathers the waters of the sea as a heap; he puts the deeps in storehouses. Let all the earth fear the LORD; let all the inhabitants of the world stand in awe of him! For he spoke, and it came to be; he commanded, and it stood firm.
Psalms 33:1-9

Wednesday, July 9, 2014

Christmas in July-- Day 2

I mean that the heir, as long as he is a child, is no different from a slave, though he is the owner of everything, but he is under guardians and managers until the date set by his father. In the same way we also, when we were children, were enslaved to the elementary principles of the world. But when the fullness of time had come, God sent forth his Son, born of woman, born under the law, to redeem those who were under the law, so that we might receive adoption as sons. And because you are sons, God has sent the Spirit of his Son into our hearts, crying, "Abba! Father!"
Galatians 4:1-6


Questions:
1. What do we learn about the heir in the first sentence?
2. What word is used to describe us in the next sentence?
3. Who came in the third sentence?
4. Why did he come?
5. What do we receive?

1) In the first sentence we learn that although we, as God's people, are "the heir", we have been under a guardian. If we look a bit further down in the passage, we see that the "guardian" was the elementary principles of the world, or the law. 2) In fact, the second sentence states that we were "enslaved". If you are at all familiar with the Old Testament law, you will know that it was incredibly HEAVY. Because of our sinful natures, we are utterly unable to adhere to it. But...

I love this sentence! But when the fullness of time had come, God... There was a particular time, in the succession of moments that are human history, chosen for the climax of God's redemptive plan! ...God sent forth his Son, born of a woman... 3) God the Son became a man. That absolutely boggles my mind! Infinity wrapped in finitude, omnipotence wrapped in a baby. ...born under the law... The God-Man, through whom the entire creation was made, subjected himself to the law in our place. 4) ...to redeem those who were under the law, so that we might receive adoption as sons. These days, most adoptions happen when the one being adopted is a child. But in New Testament times, a wealthy older man would adopt a grown man so that his estate didn't revert to the Roman government. So when a man was adopted, he received the full rights of a wealthy citizen. Any debts he may have had were paid, and he now had access to the resources of his adoptive father! 5) As a result of our adoption into God's family, we receive His very PRESENCE in the form of the Holy Spirit. He lives in us and teaches us to cry out to our new FATHER! It doesn't get much better than that! =)

Tuesday, July 8, 2014

Christmas in July-- Day 1

Summer is really heating up here in Texas. And we have Blue Bell and swimming pools to help us tolerate the heat, but this is about the time when I start wishing for the north winds to blow down south. =) So I love the idea of "Christmas in July", because it brings to mind all the frosties and warm fuzzies that I so enjoy in the winter months!

I was reading through one of my journals recently and came across the devotions that I put together for my Christmas play kids last year. I was so encouraged thinking about Christ, that I thought I'd share. It will work like this: I'll post a passage and questions one day, and the next I'll post the answers (along with the big thoughts that strike me from the passage). =)

I mean that the heir, as long as he is a child, is no different from a slave, though he is the owner of everything, but he is under guardians and managers until the date set by his father. In the same way we also, when we were children, were enslaved to the elementary principles of the world. But when the fullness of time had come, God sent forth his Son, born of woman, born under the law, to redeem those who were under the law, so that we might receive adoption as sons. And because you are sons, God has sent the Spirit of his Son into our hearts, crying, "Abba! Father!"
Galatians 4:1-6


Questions:
1. What do we learn about the heir in the first sentence?
2. What word is used to describe us in the next sentence?
3. Who came in the third sentence?
4. Why did he come?
5. What do we receive?

Saturday, July 5, 2014

Sweeter than Honey

During storytime at our local library this week, the kids learned about ice cream. Our librarian made ice cream for the kids to eat during the story. Since my Crew is getting bigger, I no longer sit in the room with them. I sit out in the main library area and work on paperwork of various sorts. When storytime was over, my oldest brought me a cup of the ice cream and asked if I wanted some. I told her no thank you. She replied, "You mean you DO want some, but you don't."

I love sweet foods! The sweeter the better! But I've been working now for several weeks to reduce how much sweet stuff I consume. I explained that God's Word is supposed to be sweeter than honey to me, but that when I give my taste buds too much sweetness, it dulls the sweetness of the Word to me. And even yesterday, as I faced the July 4th feast with my family, I prayed that I would be able to enjoy the dessert as a gift, IN FAITH. I want the Word to be my greatest desire, sweeter than honey to my soul!

The law of the LORD is perfect, reviving the soul; 
the testimony of the LORD is sure, making wise the simple; 
the precepts of the LORD are right, rejoicing the heart; 
the commandment of the LORD is pure, enlightening the eyes; 
the fear of the LORD is clean, enduring forever; 
the rules of the LORD are true, and righteous altogether. 
More to be desired are they than gold, even much fine gold; 
sweeter also than honey and drippings of the honeycomb.
Psalms 19:7-10

Friday, July 4, 2014

Yesterday's Manna

And he humbled you and let you hunger and fed you with manna, which you did not know, nor did your fathers know, that he might make you know that man does not live by bread alone, but man lives by every word that comes from the mouth of the LORD.
Deuteronomy 8:3


If you aren't familiar with the story of the Exodus, here's how it goes. The Israelites were enslaved by Pharaoh in Egypt. God sent plagues through Moses and delivered them. He led them through the Red Sea and the desert. They grumbled and threatened to go back to Egypt continually. At times, God simply proved His faithfulness by graciously providing for their needs. At others, He punished their rebellion. The story of the manna is a small example of this larger narrative. The people of Israel complained that they had no food, so God sent them bread from heaven. When He did this, He laid down some very specific rules about when and how much they could gather. There was a certain amount per person, and they were supposed to gather only enough for one day, each day but the sixth. He also told them not to keep it overnight on any night except the sixth. On the sixth day they were supposed to gather and prepare enough for two days so that the seventh day could be a day of rest. But the Israelites didn't obey. Some gathered extra on a day other than the sixth. Some didn't gather enough on the sixth day, but went out the seventh looking for bread and came back empty.

I have to admit that I am very sympathetic to the Israelites. I like making enough when I cook to have leftovers. We actually have a "leftovers" day about once a week! =) I have a tendency to not prepare well for things that I know are coming and then be rushed and behind when "go time" rolls around. But this post is not primarily about practicalities. As Christians, the most important book for us is the Bible. We say we believe that it has all we need for life and godliness. (2 Peter 1:3) And I do LOVE the Word. It satisfies me in a way that nothing else can. But sometimes, when I've been satiated in a passage one day, I want to just live on that for a few days. It was so good! So rich! And I want to gorge on it. However, a passage RARELY has the same punch for me on day two that it had on day one. And whatever insights so impacted me "yesterday", often seem a bit weak "today". Maybe because the needs of my days vary dramatically.

As with the Israelites and the manna, God provides what we need for today, ON TODAY. Please don't try to live on yesterday's manna. Dig in to the Word today and feast on the GOODNESS God has for you! =)

For the word of God is living and active, sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing to the division of soul and of spirit, of joints and of marrow, and discerning the thoughts and intentions of the heart.
Hebrews 4:12
 

In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. He was in the beginning with God. All things were made through him, and without him was not any thing made that was made. In him was life, and the life was the light of men. The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it.
John 1:1-5
 

My soul clings to the dust; give me life according to your word! 
When I told of my ways, you answered me; teach me your statutes! 
Make me understand the way of your precepts, and I will meditate on your wondrous works. 
My soul melts away for sorrow; strengthen me according to your word! 
Put false ways far from me and graciously teach me your law! 
I have chosen the way of faithfulness; I set your rules before me. 
I cling to your testimonies, O LORD; let me not be put to shame! 
I will run in the way of your commandments when you enlarge my heart!
Psalms 119:25-32


Thursday, July 3, 2014

Good for the Soul

For everything there is a season, and a time for every matter under heaven: a time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted; a time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up; a time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance;
Ecclesiastes 3:1-4


I feel like I am in a season of pruning. Over the past few months, the Lord, in His kindness, has been showing me things that I need to give up, or love less. He has been highlighting my weakness in all the things that I think I do really well. He has revealed my sometimes very critical spirit. All of this climaxed while I was at the TGC Women's conference last weekend. We were lying in bed the last night sharing what God had been showing us through the conference-- well, my roommates were sharing... I was reluctant to share how convicted I felt. I didn't want to admit to my arrogance. But my sisters pressed, and I confessed.

Sin is heavy. Too heavy for us to bear. Too dirty for us to clean ourselves up. And when God is stripping it away, it hurts!  So confession can be good for the soul. Now, please don't walk into Sunday school this week and go into detailed confession. That's just awkward for everyone. However, with a few people who know you well (They already know you are a mess.), and who love you because you are together IN CHRIST, it actually lightens your burden.

Is anyone among you suffering? Let him pray. Is anyone cheerful? Let him sing praise. Is anyone among you sick? Let him call for the elders of the church, and let them pray over him, anointing him with oil in the name of the Lord. And the prayer of faith will save the one who is sick, and the Lord will raise him up. And if he has committed sins, he will be forgiven. Therefore, confess your sins to one another and pray for one another, that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous person has great power as it is working.
James 5:13-16

Tuesday, July 1, 2014

In the Midst

I came across something that I had not seen before when I was reading Exodus earlier this year.

And they shall know that I am the LORD their God, who brought them out of the land of Egypt that I might dwell among them. I am the LORD their God.
Exodus 29:46


We know from earlier in the book that one reason God delivered the Israelites was to make a name for Himself. However, this verse gives us an additional purpose statement. Do you see the little word "that" after the word Egypt? God delivered the Israelites for the purpose of dwelling among them! This verse follows right after God has given the instructions for the tabernacle where He will dwell "in their midst".

And let them make me a sanctuary, that I may dwell in their midst.
Exodus 25:8


Then Christ comes in the gospels to dwell among us.

And the Word became flesh and dwelt among us, and we have seen his glory, glory as of the only Son from the Father, full of grace and truth.
John 1:14


Later, when John sees the vision that he recounts in Revelation, he sees a mighty man in the midst of the lampstands. And we are told that these lampstands are the His church. Christ is seen as dwelling in the midst of the the church now! God with us! In our midst!

"Behold, the virgin shall conceive and bear a son, and they shall call his name Immanuel" (which means, God with us).
Matthew 1:23

Monday, June 30, 2014

Language of Delight

I often tell my Crew that there are many things in life that must be done whether we like them or not. Cleaning their rooms, helping do the dishes, schoolwork... Even things we truly enjoy can become drudgery due to repetition. I love to cook, but sometimes I just get tired of having to put food in front of my family three or four times a day!

So duty CAN be either drudgery or delight. I think one of the major factors in how we view our duties is about the language we use when we think and talk about them. For example, "It is such a privilege to have the funds and variety to feed my family healthy, delicious food. I am so thankful that God has provided for us." So next time you think of one of your not-so-favorite duties, try to think in language of delight and thankfulness.

For although they knew God, they did not honor him as God or give thanks to him, but they became futile in their thinking, and their foolish hearts were darkened.
Romans 1:21
 

Oh give thanks to the LORD, for he is good; for his steadfast love endures forever!
1 Chronicles 16:34
 

Sing praises to the LORD, O you his saints, and give thanks to his holy name.
Psalms 30:4
 

A Psalm. A Song for the Sabbath. It is good to give thanks to the LORD, to sing praises to your name, O Most High; to declare your steadfast love in the morning, and your faithfulness by night, to the music of the lute and the harp, to the melody of the lyre. For you, O LORD, have made me glad by your work; at the works of your hands I sing for joy.
Psalms 92:1-4

Saturday, June 28, 2014

Living Water

I am a water snob. When I was a kid, we lived in the Rocky Mountains in New Mexico where the water came out of the tap sweet and cold. After becoming accustomed to such refreshing water, I began to notice the different flavors in tap water. When I was in junior high, we moved to the Pecos River valley where the water that came out of the tap was neither sweet nor cold. So we began to buy filtered water from the vending machines in that area.

Fast forward fifteen years. I am attending the TGC 2014 Women's conference in Orlando. I understand the necessity of staying hydrated, so I have been drinking the water from the tap even though, in my opinion, the flavor leaves something to be desired. But this morning, during a break, I filled my bottle from one of the water fountains. It. Was. GLORIOUS!!! When you are used to drinking lots of water, your body really FEELS when it's missing.

This weekend I have been convicted anew of my lack of belief. I say that I believe that Christ is my greatest need. And on some level (maybe many levels) I DO believe that. But actions speak louder than words, and when I choose to spend my time on something other than God's Word, instead of God's Word, I am proving, in that moment, that I don't BELIEVE that Christ is REALLY my greatest need! I wander through this dry and weary land drinking things that aren't water!

Lord Jesus,
Forgive me for clinging to things that cannot satisfy, for elevating good gifts to god status in my heart, for not treasuring you and worshiping you as you deserve. Thank you that Christ did it all in my place, and that in Him, you are pleased with me! Fill my soul with living water that wells up to eternal life for your glory! Amen.

So he came to a town of Samaria called Sychar, near the field that Jacob had given to his son Joseph. Jacob's well was there; so Jesus, wearied as he was from his journey, was sitting beside the well. It was about the sixth hour. A woman from Samaria came to draw water. Jesus said to her, "Give me a drink." (For his disciples had gone away into the city to buy food.) The Samaritan woman said to him, "How is it that you, a Jew, ask for a drink from me, a woman of Samaria?" (For Jews have no dealings with Samaritans.) Jesus answered her, "If you knew the gift of God, and who it is that is saying to you, 'Give me a drink,' you would have asked him, and he would have given you living water." The woman said to him, "Sir, you have nothing to draw water with, and the well is deep. Where do you get that living water? Are you greater than our father Jacob? He gave us the well and drank from it himself, as did his sons and his livestock." Jesus said to her, "Everyone who drinks of this water will be thirsty again, but whoever drinks of the water that I will give him will never be thirsty again. The water that I will give him will become in him a spring of water welling up to eternal life."
John 4:5-14

Friday, June 27, 2014

Misidentify

Salt and sugar look very much alike. But, if you put two cups of salt in a batch of cookies, I'm pretty sure even dogs wouldn't touch them. Similarly, many illnesses and injuries have similar symptoms but require drastically different treatment. In fact, for some, if you misidentify, the patient can die!

I've been feeling very out of sorts this week. I thought it was just nerves about leaving my family and flying for the first time in over a decade... But I realized after floundering all day Wednesday, that I have misidentified myself. It is easy for me to get so wrapped up in being a wife and a mom that I forget that "wife" or "mom" is not WHO I AM. I'm not even "daughter", "sister", "friend", "teacher", or any other human relationship, or job I have.

Who am I? I am an image bearer of the God of the universe. I am the twice-owned adopted daughter of the King of kings. Let me define twice-owned just a bit. I was talking to my daughter a while back, and I told her that she is responsible to obey God because she is "twice-owned". If you make something, you own it. God made us. In addition, Christ died to buy His people from the wrath our sin deserves. How great is that?!? With that kind of knowledge, what else can I do but worship and serve the God who made me and bought me?!? Sadly, in a terribly perverse way, when I identify myself by my relationships with people, or the jobs I do, I am trying to center my world around myself... But it's not my party.

And Samuel said to the people, "Do not be afraid; you have done all this evil. Yet do not turn aside from following the LORD, but serve the LORD with all your heart. And do not turn aside after empty things that cannot profit or deliver, for they are empty. For the LORD will not forsake his people, for his great name's sake, because it has pleased the LORD to make you a people for himself.
1 Samuel 12:20-22
 

A Psalm of David. The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want. He makes me lie down in green pastures. He leads me beside still waters. He restores my soul. He leads me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake.
Psalms 23:1-3
 

My little children, I am writing these things to you so that you may not sin. But if anyone does sin, we have an advocate with the Father, Jesus Christ the righteous... I am writing to you, little children, because your sins are forgiven for his name's sake.
1 John 2:1,12