Have you ever read the Chronicles of Narnia? I LOVE them! I read some of them as a kid & watched the BBC movies over and over again. It's great imagination and writing, and you could enjoy them just for their literary value, but I'm blogging about them today for their theological value. As a believer in Jesus Christ, my faith has been greatly encouraged by reading them again over the last five years. --By the way, it doesn't take 5 years to read them. Each book has only about 15 chapters. ;) I'm especially fond of the interactions between Aslan and the other major characters. Lewis had great insight into the character of our God. So, if you've never read the Chronicles of Narnia, I HIGHLY recommend that you do. =)
Then I saw in the right hand of him who was seated on the throne a scroll written within and on the back, sealed with seven seals. And I saw a strong angel proclaiming with a loud voice, "Who is worthy to open the scroll and break its seals?" And no one in heaven or on earth or under the earth was able to open the scroll or to look into it, and I began to weep loudly because no one was found worthy to open the scroll or to look into it. And one of the elders said to me, "Weep no more; behold, the Lion of the tribe of Judah, the Root of David, has conquered, so that he can open the scroll and its seven seals."
Revelation 5:1-5
Friday, September 28, 2012
Thursday, September 27, 2012
Motivation
As I am typing, the Crew are finishing up our third week of school. I'm actually sighing with relief because it looks like finishing by 3ish is becoming the norm! =) Since we start later than public school & take a longer lunch break-- and have only 1 teacher for 4 different grades! ;) -- I'm content with that, for now.
Last Thursday I was pumped! We got started early, the kids stayed on task & completed their assignments, the house was pretty orderly... And then Friday we did all kinds of STUFF, I can't quite remember what... This week I've struggled to get us finished, sometimes ALMOST yelling at the Crew before I get hold of my temper. I've also not been quite as faithful as I should be in discipline-- but that's another topic for another day... And my house is a bit of a disaster! I'm a fan of order, but today I just can't seem to find the motivation to get my work done. And there is PLENTY to do!
So..... I'm going to remove my fingers from the keyboard, and just start DOING! And maybe I'll have something a bit more interesting or profound to share tomorrow. =)
Let your work be shown to your servants, and your glorious power to their children. Let the favor of the Lord our God be upon us, and establish the work of our hands upon us; yes, establish the work of our hands!
Psalms 90:16-17
A Psalm. A Song for the Sabbath. It is good to give thanks to the LORD, to sing praises to your name, O Most High; to declare your steadfast love in the morning, and your faithfulness by night, to the music of the lute and the harp, to the melody of the lyre. For you, O LORD, have made me glad by your work; at the works of your hands I sing for joy. How great are your works, O LORD! Your thoughts are very deep! The stupid man cannot know; the fool cannot understand this: that though the wicked sprout like grass and all evildoers flourish, they are doomed to destruction forever; but you, O LORD, are on high forever.
Psalms 92:1-8
I think I just found my motivation! =)
Last Thursday I was pumped! We got started early, the kids stayed on task & completed their assignments, the house was pretty orderly... And then Friday we did all kinds of STUFF, I can't quite remember what... This week I've struggled to get us finished, sometimes ALMOST yelling at the Crew before I get hold of my temper. I've also not been quite as faithful as I should be in discipline-- but that's another topic for another day... And my house is a bit of a disaster! I'm a fan of order, but today I just can't seem to find the motivation to get my work done. And there is PLENTY to do!
So..... I'm going to remove my fingers from the keyboard, and just start DOING! And maybe I'll have something a bit more interesting or profound to share tomorrow. =)
Let your work be shown to your servants, and your glorious power to their children. Let the favor of the Lord our God be upon us, and establish the work of our hands upon us; yes, establish the work of our hands!
Psalms 90:16-17
A Psalm. A Song for the Sabbath. It is good to give thanks to the LORD, to sing praises to your name, O Most High; to declare your steadfast love in the morning, and your faithfulness by night, to the music of the lute and the harp, to the melody of the lyre. For you, O LORD, have made me glad by your work; at the works of your hands I sing for joy. How great are your works, O LORD! Your thoughts are very deep! The stupid man cannot know; the fool cannot understand this: that though the wicked sprout like grass and all evildoers flourish, they are doomed to destruction forever; but you, O LORD, are on high forever.
Psalms 92:1-8
I think I just found my motivation! =)
Wednesday, September 26, 2012
Blame
People are so good at blaming others! It's been that way ever since Adam & Eve ate the forbidden fruit.
The man said, "The woman whom you gave to be with me, she gave me fruit of the tree, and I ate." Then the LORD God said to the woman, "What is this that you have done?" The woman said, "The serpent deceived me, and I ate."
Genesis 3:12-13
My children and I are no exception. They consistently try to lay the blame at my feet when they have disobeyed. And in my weaker moments, I try to blame my sinful response on their misbehavior. =( The odd thing is that things that I will never allow them to blame me for when it comes out of their little mouths, are the very same things that my heart screams at me in the quiet moments. It's been a slow process, but I am beginning to accept only the fault that belongs to me in those moments. For example (school analogy, since it is that time of year), if we are doing school until 5:00 p.m. because I didn't write lesson plans and so we started late, that is my fault. If we are doing school because they spent hours playing and getting the subsequent spankings because they disobeyed, our late day is their fault. And most of the time, it is a combination. But I cannot RIGHTLY blame their lack of attention on my tardiness. We are both guilty.
"Fathers shall not be put to death because of their children, nor shall children be put to death because of their fathers. Each one shall be put to death for his own sin.
Deuteronomy 24:16
The soul who sins shall die. The son shall not suffer for the iniquity of the father, nor the father suffer for the iniquity of the son. The righteousness of the righteous shall be upon himself, and the wickedness of the wicked shall be upon himself. "But if a wicked person turns away from all his sins that he has committed and keeps all my statutes and does what is just and right, he shall surely live; he shall not die. None of the transgressions that he has committed shall be remembered against him; for the righteousness that he has done he shall live. Have I any pleasure in the death of the wicked, declares the Lord GOD, and not rather that he should turn from his way and live?
Ezekiel 18:20-23
I am responsible to teach and train my children in godliness, but I am powerless to change their hearts. I can't even change my own!
Remember your mercy, O LORD, and your steadfast love, for they have been from of old. Remember not the sins of my youth or my transgressions; according to your steadfast love remember me, for the sake of your goodness, O LORD! Good and upright is the LORD; therefore he instructs sinners in the way. He leads the humble in what is right, and teaches the humble his way. All the paths of the LORD are steadfast love and faithfulness, for those who keep his covenant and his testimonies. For your name's sake, O LORD, pardon my guilt, for it is great.
Psalms 25:6-11
The man said, "The woman whom you gave to be with me, she gave me fruit of the tree, and I ate." Then the LORD God said to the woman, "What is this that you have done?" The woman said, "The serpent deceived me, and I ate."
Genesis 3:12-13
My children and I are no exception. They consistently try to lay the blame at my feet when they have disobeyed. And in my weaker moments, I try to blame my sinful response on their misbehavior. =( The odd thing is that things that I will never allow them to blame me for when it comes out of their little mouths, are the very same things that my heart screams at me in the quiet moments. It's been a slow process, but I am beginning to accept only the fault that belongs to me in those moments. For example (school analogy, since it is that time of year), if we are doing school until 5:00 p.m. because I didn't write lesson plans and so we started late, that is my fault. If we are doing school because they spent hours playing and getting the subsequent spankings because they disobeyed, our late day is their fault. And most of the time, it is a combination. But I cannot RIGHTLY blame their lack of attention on my tardiness. We are both guilty.
"Fathers shall not be put to death because of their children, nor shall children be put to death because of their fathers. Each one shall be put to death for his own sin.
Deuteronomy 24:16
The soul who sins shall die. The son shall not suffer for the iniquity of the father, nor the father suffer for the iniquity of the son. The righteousness of the righteous shall be upon himself, and the wickedness of the wicked shall be upon himself. "But if a wicked person turns away from all his sins that he has committed and keeps all my statutes and does what is just and right, he shall surely live; he shall not die. None of the transgressions that he has committed shall be remembered against him; for the righteousness that he has done he shall live. Have I any pleasure in the death of the wicked, declares the Lord GOD, and not rather that he should turn from his way and live?
Ezekiel 18:20-23
I am responsible to teach and train my children in godliness, but I am powerless to change their hearts. I can't even change my own!
Remember your mercy, O LORD, and your steadfast love, for they have been from of old. Remember not the sins of my youth or my transgressions; according to your steadfast love remember me, for the sake of your goodness, O LORD! Good and upright is the LORD; therefore he instructs sinners in the way. He leads the humble in what is right, and teaches the humble his way. All the paths of the LORD are steadfast love and faithfulness, for those who keep his covenant and his testimonies. For your name's sake, O LORD, pardon my guilt, for it is great.
Psalms 25:6-11
Tuesday, September 25, 2012
Song of the Day- 2
This might be a bit lengthy, but it's a great thought that I just hate to break up! =)
...And of all the names used for Christ, few are as powerful as "the Lamb of God, who takes away the sin of the world!" (John 1:29). And in his vision of heaven, the apostle John saw Jesus being worshiped by countless multitudes. And how does Jesus appear in his glory? As a lamb, standing as though slain (Revelation 5:6).
This is a staggering thought. Why would God need a lamb? He has no sin of his own to pay for. Why would God offer a sacrifice? The answer is that God offers his Son, and his Son willingly lays down his life, to atone for mankind's sins. We can never pay for our own sins. The debt we owe to God and the guilt we carry before God are too great. Only God himself can remove the stain of guilt and shame.
In Jesus's death God provided the lamb. Instead of you and me facing the wrath and punishment our sins deserve, Jesus took our place. He is our substitute. He shed his blood, he gave his life, so that our sins are removed and God's wrath is turned away.
~p.108 from Dug Down Deep by Joshua Harris
He Has Risen
BRIDGE
Jesus, has done enough
Our hope cannot be shaken
Because God raised Him up
We cannot be forsaken
© 2011 Sovereign Grace Worship (ASCAP)/Sovereign Grace Praise (BMI).
To hear the whole song, click here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=-jSPxCnH9W8
Before the Throne
Before the throne of God above
I have a strong and perfect plea.
A great high Priest whose Name is Love
Who ever lives and pleads for me.
My name is graven on His hands,
My name is written on His heart.
I know that while in Heaven He stands
No tongue can bid me thence depart.
When Satan tempts me to despair
And tells me of the guilt within,
Upward I look and see Him there
Who made an end of all my sin.
Because the sinless Savior died
My sinful soul is counted free.
For God the just is satisfied
To look on Him and pardon me.
Behold Him there the risen Lamb,
My perfect spotless righteousness,
The great unchangeable I AM,
The King of glory and of grace,
One in Himself I cannot die.
My soul is purchased by His blood,
My life is hid with Christ on high,
With Christ my Savior and my God!
You can listen to this song here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_xUK2Dx5RkY
...And of all the names used for Christ, few are as powerful as "the Lamb of God, who takes away the sin of the world!" (John 1:29). And in his vision of heaven, the apostle John saw Jesus being worshiped by countless multitudes. And how does Jesus appear in his glory? As a lamb, standing as though slain (Revelation 5:6).
This is a staggering thought. Why would God need a lamb? He has no sin of his own to pay for. Why would God offer a sacrifice? The answer is that God offers his Son, and his Son willingly lays down his life, to atone for mankind's sins. We can never pay for our own sins. The debt we owe to God and the guilt we carry before God are too great. Only God himself can remove the stain of guilt and shame.
In Jesus's death God provided the lamb. Instead of you and me facing the wrath and punishment our sins deserve, Jesus took our place. He is our substitute. He shed his blood, he gave his life, so that our sins are removed and God's wrath is turned away.
~p.108 from Dug Down Deep by Joshua Harris
He Has Risen
BRIDGE
Jesus, has done enough
Our hope cannot be shaken
Because God raised Him up
We cannot be forsaken
© 2011 Sovereign Grace Worship (ASCAP)/Sovereign Grace Praise (BMI).
To hear the whole song, click here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=-jSPxCnH9W8
Before the Throne
Before the throne of God above
I have a strong and perfect plea.
A great high Priest whose Name is Love
Who ever lives and pleads for me.
My name is graven on His hands,
My name is written on His heart.
I know that while in Heaven He stands
No tongue can bid me thence depart.
When Satan tempts me to despair
And tells me of the guilt within,
Upward I look and see Him there
Who made an end of all my sin.
Because the sinless Savior died
My sinful soul is counted free.
For God the just is satisfied
To look on Him and pardon me.
Behold Him there the risen Lamb,
My perfect spotless righteousness,
The great unchangeable I AM,
The King of glory and of grace,
One in Himself I cannot die.
My soul is purchased by His blood,
My life is hid with Christ on high,
With Christ my Savior and my God!
You can listen to this song here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_xUK2Dx5RkY
Monday, September 24, 2012
Hope
Have you sat down to read whole books of the Bible in one sitting? I haven't with some of the longer books, but recently I've been reading the New Testament epistles. It has been so helpful to read the letters as a whole, and not just by chapters. It keeps the context fresh & really highlights the overall themes.
I mentioned how thankful I am for the book of Acts & the insight it offers in reading the epistles. I was struck when I was reading 1 Thessalonians that as Paul is encouraging the believers in their faith, the hope he offers them is the return of Christ and the resurrection.
But we do not want you to be uninformed, brethren, about those who are asleep, so that you will not grieve as do the rest who have no hope. For if we believe that Jesus died and rose again, even so God will bring with Him those who have fallen asleep in Jesus. For this we say to you by the word of the Lord, that we who are alive and remain until the coming of the Lord, will not precede those who have fallen asleep. For the Lord Himself will descend from heaven with a shout, with the voice of the archangel and with the trumpet of God, and the dead in Christ will rise first. Then we who are alive and remain will be caught up together with them in the clouds to meet the Lord in the air, and so we shall always be with the Lord. Therefore comfort one another with these words.
1 Thessalonians 4:13-18
And then I started thinking that in 1 Corinthians Paul offers those believers the same hope!
Now if Christ is preached, that He has been raised from the dead, how do some among you say that there is no resurrection of the dead? But if there is no resurrection of the dead, not even Christ has been raised; and if Christ has not been raised, then our preaching is vain, your faith also is vain. Moreover we are even found to be false witnesses of God, because we testified against God that He raised Christ, whom He did not raise, if in fact the dead are not raised. For if the dead are not raised, not even Christ has been raised; and if Christ has not been raised, your faith is worthless; you are still in your sins. Then those also who have fallen asleep in Christ have perished. If we have hoped in Christ in this life only, we are of all men most to be pitied. But now Christ has been raised from the dead, the first fruits of those who are asleep. For since by a man came death, by a man also came the resurrection of the dead. For as in Adam all die, so also in Christ all will be made alive. But each in his own order: Christ the first fruits, after that those who are Christ's at His coming, then comes the end, when He hands over the kingdom to the God and Father, when He has abolished all rule and all authority and power.
1 Corinthians 15:12-24
So the interesting thing to me is this. The letter to the Thessalonians was to encourage them to continue to believe and preach the gospel in the face of severe persecution. The letter to the Corinthians was to exhort them to put away the sin in their lives and be loving and generous in the face of extreme prosperity. But both are supposed to be encouraged by the hope of the resurrection! God chooses to grow the members of Christ's church in different ways, and use us for different facets of His glory, and our future with Him is what gives us hope no matter the circumstances.
I mentioned how thankful I am for the book of Acts & the insight it offers in reading the epistles. I was struck when I was reading 1 Thessalonians that as Paul is encouraging the believers in their faith, the hope he offers them is the return of Christ and the resurrection.
But we do not want you to be uninformed, brethren, about those who are asleep, so that you will not grieve as do the rest who have no hope. For if we believe that Jesus died and rose again, even so God will bring with Him those who have fallen asleep in Jesus. For this we say to you by the word of the Lord, that we who are alive and remain until the coming of the Lord, will not precede those who have fallen asleep. For the Lord Himself will descend from heaven with a shout, with the voice of the archangel and with the trumpet of God, and the dead in Christ will rise first. Then we who are alive and remain will be caught up together with them in the clouds to meet the Lord in the air, and so we shall always be with the Lord. Therefore comfort one another with these words.
1 Thessalonians 4:13-18
And then I started thinking that in 1 Corinthians Paul offers those believers the same hope!
Now if Christ is preached, that He has been raised from the dead, how do some among you say that there is no resurrection of the dead? But if there is no resurrection of the dead, not even Christ has been raised; and if Christ has not been raised, then our preaching is vain, your faith also is vain. Moreover we are even found to be false witnesses of God, because we testified against God that He raised Christ, whom He did not raise, if in fact the dead are not raised. For if the dead are not raised, not even Christ has been raised; and if Christ has not been raised, your faith is worthless; you are still in your sins. Then those also who have fallen asleep in Christ have perished. If we have hoped in Christ in this life only, we are of all men most to be pitied. But now Christ has been raised from the dead, the first fruits of those who are asleep. For since by a man came death, by a man also came the resurrection of the dead. For as in Adam all die, so also in Christ all will be made alive. But each in his own order: Christ the first fruits, after that those who are Christ's at His coming, then comes the end, when He hands over the kingdom to the God and Father, when He has abolished all rule and all authority and power.
1 Corinthians 15:12-24
So the interesting thing to me is this. The letter to the Thessalonians was to encourage them to continue to believe and preach the gospel in the face of severe persecution. The letter to the Corinthians was to exhort them to put away the sin in their lives and be loving and generous in the face of extreme prosperity. But both are supposed to be encouraged by the hope of the resurrection! God chooses to grow the members of Christ's church in different ways, and use us for different facets of His glory, and our future with Him is what gives us hope no matter the circumstances.
Sunday, September 23, 2012
Relief
I have pretty severe seasonal allergies. There is something in the air this time of year that makes my nose drippy, my head fuzzy, and my sinuses feel like they're going to EXPLODE! This is not too much of a problem in my house since we keep the doors and windows closed, and the central heat/air going year round. Yesterday, however, we had a workday with our church family and I was exposed to the allergen laden air for 3-4 hours. By the time we got home, I felt HORRIBLE. I still had a few things to organize when we got home, but the longer I worked the worse I felt. Shorty was WONDERFUL keeping the kids relatively quiet, warming up supper, and even offering to go to the store to get me some medicine.
I tried everything I could think of to get relief-- that I had available. But as I was sitting on the couch last night, I was reminded that I don't DESERVE relief. I live in a fallen world, and I am a sinner. I deserve for life to get worse and worse and worse. And yet, God gives us SO MANY things to make our lives more comfortable, and even PLEASANT! Every little bit of relief is a blessing. And the days when I feel REALLY BAD remind me to be more thankful for the days when I feel REALLY GOOD! =)
As Long as You are Glorified
~Sovereign Grace Music
Shall I take from Your hand Your blessings
Yet not welcome any pain
Shall I thank You for days of sunshine
Yet grumble in days of rain
Shall I love You in times of plenty
Then leave You in days of drought
Shall I trust when I reap a harvest
But when winter winds blow, then doubt
Oh let Your will be done in me
In Your love I will abide
Oh I long for nothing else as long
As You are glorified
Are You good only when I prosper
And true only when I’m filled
Are You King only when I’m carefree
And God only when I’m well
You are good when I’m poor and needy
You are true when I’m parched and dry
You still reign in the deepest valley
You’re still God in the darkest night
So quiet my restless heart
Quiet my restless heart
Quiet my restless heart in You
I tried everything I could think of to get relief-- that I had available. But as I was sitting on the couch last night, I was reminded that I don't DESERVE relief. I live in a fallen world, and I am a sinner. I deserve for life to get worse and worse and worse. And yet, God gives us SO MANY things to make our lives more comfortable, and even PLEASANT! Every little bit of relief is a blessing. And the days when I feel REALLY BAD remind me to be more thankful for the days when I feel REALLY GOOD! =)
As Long as You are Glorified
~Sovereign Grace Music
Shall I take from Your hand Your blessings
Yet not welcome any pain
Shall I thank You for days of sunshine
Yet grumble in days of rain
Shall I love You in times of plenty
Then leave You in days of drought
Shall I trust when I reap a harvest
But when winter winds blow, then doubt
Oh let Your will be done in me
In Your love I will abide
Oh I long for nothing else as long
As You are glorified
Are You good only when I prosper
And true only when I’m filled
Are You King only when I’m carefree
And God only when I’m well
You are good when I’m poor and needy
You are true when I’m parched and dry
You still reign in the deepest valley
You’re still God in the darkest night
So quiet my restless heart
Quiet my restless heart
Quiet my restless heart in You
Friday, September 21, 2012
Busy
I told you yesterday that I like to be busy. Shorty would probably say that I LOVE to be busy! I've always got about three projects in the works, and half a dozen on a back burner in my brain. ;) I like to be able to do things and then SEE what I've done. I don't do so well with cleaning because, with a houseful of Crew, within a few minutes, the "clean" is no longer clean! =P So it often seems like a semi-waste of time. *shrug* I do it because it's important-- sometimes. Or because I finally get tired of stepping/tripping on STUFF! ;) There is a sense in which being busy is good. I know where my kids are concerned, if I keep them busy being productive, they are less likely to devise trouble.
For we hear that some among you walk in idleness, not busy at work, but busybodies. Now such persons we command and encourage in the Lord Jesus Christ to do their work quietly and to earn their own living.
2 Thessalonians 3:11-12
But since I am spiritually a creature that struggles with balance-- too much of a good thing can be a bad thing-- I need to be reminded that there is more to life than being busy...
Now as they went on their way, Jesus entered a village. And a woman named Martha welcomed him into her house. And she had a sister called Mary, who sat at the Lord's feet and listened to his teaching. But Martha was distracted with much serving. And she went up to him and said, "Lord, do you not care that my sister has left me to serve alone? Tell her then to help me." But the Lord answered her, "Martha, Martha, you are anxious and troubled about many things, but one thing is necessary. Mary has chosen the good portion, which will not be taken away from her."
Luke 10:38-42
For we hear that some among you walk in idleness, not busy at work, but busybodies. Now such persons we command and encourage in the Lord Jesus Christ to do their work quietly and to earn their own living.
2 Thessalonians 3:11-12
But since I am spiritually a creature that struggles with balance-- too much of a good thing can be a bad thing-- I need to be reminded that there is more to life than being busy...
Now as they went on their way, Jesus entered a village. And a woman named Martha welcomed him into her house. And she had a sister called Mary, who sat at the Lord's feet and listened to his teaching. But Martha was distracted with much serving. And she went up to him and said, "Lord, do you not care that my sister has left me to serve alone? Tell her then to help me." But the Lord answered her, "Martha, Martha, you are anxious and troubled about many things, but one thing is necessary. Mary has chosen the good portion, which will not be taken away from her."
Luke 10:38-42
Thursday, September 20, 2012
Wisdom
We have officially completed our second week of school for this year! I'm super thrilled-- ESPECIALLY since we started our week behind & have been playing catch-up all week! =? In fact, I was totally prepared last night to call this week a fail! =P But my Crew redeemed themselves today by working hard, staying on task, and finishing NEARLY on time! =)
Obviously I have school on the brain... and so it goes. But what I really need is a HEAVY dose of wisdom! It's hard work to be just a wife, or mom, or teacher, or whatever-- but when you start stacking responsibilities, life can get pretty crazy really fast! And I like to be busy!... but that's another post. ;) I just want to juggle all my responsibilities well, and keep my priorities straight-- and get some sleep! So if you are a child of the King, and you are thinking of me, send up a short request that He will dump a little extra wisdom my way. =)
If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask God, who gives generously to all without reproach, and it will be given him.
James 1:5
The proverbs of Solomon, son of David, king of Israel: To know wisdom and instruction, to understand words of insight, to receive instruction in wise dealing, in righteousness, justice, and equity; to give prudence to the simple, knowledge and discretion to the youth-- Let the wise hear and increase in learning, and the one who understands obtain guidance, to understand a proverb and a saying, the words of the wise and their riddles. The fear of the LORD is the beginning of knowledge; fools despise wisdom and instruction.
Proverbs 1:1-7
By wisdom a house is built, and by understanding it is established; by knowledge the rooms are filled with all precious and pleasant riches.
Proverbs 24:3-4
Obviously I have school on the brain... and so it goes. But what I really need is a HEAVY dose of wisdom! It's hard work to be just a wife, or mom, or teacher, or whatever-- but when you start stacking responsibilities, life can get pretty crazy really fast! And I like to be busy!... but that's another post. ;) I just want to juggle all my responsibilities well, and keep my priorities straight-- and get some sleep! So if you are a child of the King, and you are thinking of me, send up a short request that He will dump a little extra wisdom my way. =)
If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask God, who gives generously to all without reproach, and it will be given him.
James 1:5
The proverbs of Solomon, son of David, king of Israel: To know wisdom and instruction, to understand words of insight, to receive instruction in wise dealing, in righteousness, justice, and equity; to give prudence to the simple, knowledge and discretion to the youth-- Let the wise hear and increase in learning, and the one who understands obtain guidance, to understand a proverb and a saying, the words of the wise and their riddles. The fear of the LORD is the beginning of knowledge; fools despise wisdom and instruction.
Proverbs 1:1-7
By wisdom a house is built, and by understanding it is established; by knowledge the rooms are filled with all precious and pleasant riches.
Proverbs 24:3-4
Wednesday, September 19, 2012
Song of the Day- 1
It is highly likely that I will post something like this again, so... =)
I woke up this morning with a song running through my head. And it's one that I'm not ashamed to share! ;)
Just One Touch From The King
2006 Thankyou Music (Admin. by EMI Christian Music Publishing)
There's a battle raging over this land
A deep damage in the people
But pride stops us
Stretching out our withered hand
But God has stretched out to heal us
This I know this I know
This I know this I know
That just one touch from the King
Changes ev'rything
Just one touch from the King
Changes ev'rything (ev'rything)
There's a great darkness over this land
A deep darkness on the people
But a light is shining
That the dark can't understand
The Light of the world King Jesus
Do you know do you know
Do you know do you know
That just one touch from the King
Changes ev'rything
Just one touch from the King
Changes ev'rything (ev'rything)
I was pondering the chorus. It is true that in just the first touch, Christ changes everything about us.
He has delivered us from the domain of darkness and transferred us to the kingdom of his beloved Son, in whom we have redemption, the forgiveness of sins.
Colossians 1:13-14
But I was also thinking about how he continues to "touch" us to mold us ever more into his image! And how even after being "delivered from the domain of darkness" my pride sometimes stops me "reaching out my withered hand", and God continues to stretch out to heal me.
But we ought always to give thanks to God for you, brothers beloved by the Lord, because God chose you as the firstfruits to be saved, through sanctification by the Spirit and belief in the truth. To this he called you through our gospel, so that you may obtain the glory of our Lord Jesus Christ. So then, brothers, stand firm and hold to the traditions that you were taught by us, either by our spoken word or by our letter. Now may our Lord Jesus Christ himself, and God our Father, who loved us and gave us eternal comfort and good hope through grace, comfort your hearts and establish them in every good work and word.
2 Thessalonians 2:13-17
I know I may be redundant, but I'm forgetful. And I'm guessing you're forgetful too. =)
I woke up this morning with a song running through my head. And it's one that I'm not ashamed to share! ;)
Just One Touch From The King
2006 Thankyou Music (Admin. by EMI Christian Music Publishing)
There's a battle raging over this land
A deep damage in the people
But pride stops us
Stretching out our withered hand
But God has stretched out to heal us
This I know this I know
This I know this I know
That just one touch from the King
Changes ev'rything
Just one touch from the King
Changes ev'rything (ev'rything)
There's a great darkness over this land
A deep darkness on the people
But a light is shining
That the dark can't understand
The Light of the world King Jesus
Do you know do you know
Do you know do you know
That just one touch from the King
Changes ev'rything
Just one touch from the King
Changes ev'rything (ev'rything)
I was pondering the chorus. It is true that in just the first touch, Christ changes everything about us.
He has delivered us from the domain of darkness and transferred us to the kingdom of his beloved Son, in whom we have redemption, the forgiveness of sins.
Colossians 1:13-14
But I was also thinking about how he continues to "touch" us to mold us ever more into his image! And how even after being "delivered from the domain of darkness" my pride sometimes stops me "reaching out my withered hand", and God continues to stretch out to heal me.
But we ought always to give thanks to God for you, brothers beloved by the Lord, because God chose you as the firstfruits to be saved, through sanctification by the Spirit and belief in the truth. To this he called you through our gospel, so that you may obtain the glory of our Lord Jesus Christ. So then, brothers, stand firm and hold to the traditions that you were taught by us, either by our spoken word or by our letter. Now may our Lord Jesus Christ himself, and God our Father, who loved us and gave us eternal comfort and good hope through grace, comfort your hearts and establish them in every good work and word.
2 Thessalonians 2:13-17
I know I may be redundant, but I'm forgetful. And I'm guessing you're forgetful too. =)
Tuesday, September 18, 2012
Subtle Difference
I've been thinking over the past few days about my favored position before God. He chose me in Christ, Christ paid the penalty for my sin, and through Christ I am adopted into God's family. His favor RESTS on me. He is FOR me, not against me. He LOVES me. And I can never earn it-- but sometimes I live like I'm trying. It seems like such a subtle difference to try to live in obedience because I already have His favor, as compared to trying to live in obedience to earn His favor-- but it makes ALL the difference. The first grows out of love and gratitude, the other grows out of something else... maybe pride? All I know is that I want to bask in His love, and let obedience grow out of that. =)
Behold our shield, O God; look on the face of your anointed! For a day in your courts is better than a thousand elsewhere. I would rather be a doorkeeper in the house of my God than dwell in the tents of wickedness. For the LORD God is a sun and shield; the LORD bestows favor and honor. No good thing does he withhold from those who walk uprightly. O LORD of hosts, blessed is the one who trusts in you!
Psalms 84:9-12
When iniquities prevail against me, you atone for our transgressions. Blessed is the one you choose and bring near, to dwell in your courts! We shall be satisfied with the goodness of your house, the holiness of your temple!
Psalms 65:3-4
Behold our shield, O God; look on the face of your anointed! For a day in your courts is better than a thousand elsewhere. I would rather be a doorkeeper in the house of my God than dwell in the tents of wickedness. For the LORD God is a sun and shield; the LORD bestows favor and honor. No good thing does he withhold from those who walk uprightly. O LORD of hosts, blessed is the one who trusts in you!
Psalms 84:9-12
When iniquities prevail against me, you atone for our transgressions. Blessed is the one you choose and bring near, to dwell in your courts! We shall be satisfied with the goodness of your house, the holiness of your temple!
Psalms 65:3-4
Monday, September 17, 2012
Out of Time
My weekend flew away from me! I have a terrible tendency to make grand plans & then put them off for one reason or another. Today that means we are quite behind on our school day. We will get done-- even if it takes us all day! =/ But I wasn't even as ALMOST prepared for this week as I was last week. Consequently, I don't have time to write what I'd really like to today-- that and the fact that I can't quite catch the words that are floating around in my head to organize them on the screen. ;)
I will probably be quoting people who articulate better than me a fair bit during the school year. So, this is one of my favorite parts-- so far ;) -- in a book I've been reading called, "Dug Down Deep" by Joshua Harris.
'Jesus is "perfect in Godhead and also perfect in manhood." Have you ever taken time to reflect on the reality of Jesus's human nature? The world has had two millennia to get used to the concept of God becoming a man. But even after all that time, the idea of God being a human-- a bundle of muscle, bones, and fluid-- is scandalous. Hands. Arms. Feet. Body hair. Sweat glands. How can this possibly be?
This is, without question, the greatest miracle recorded in Scripture. The parting of the Red Sea is nothing in comparison. Fire from heaven that consumed Elijah's altar? No big deal. Even the raising of Lazarus from the dead takes a backseat to a moment that no human eye saw. In the womb of a virgin, a human life was conceived. But no human father was involved. The Holy Spirit, in a miracle too wonderful for the human mind to comprehend, overshadowed a young woman (Luke 1:35). And in a split second that the cosmos is still reeling from, God "incarnated." He took on our humanity.'
And the Word became flesh and dwelt among us, and we have seen his glory, glory as of the only Son from the Father, full of grace and truth.
John 1:14
I will probably be quoting people who articulate better than me a fair bit during the school year. So, this is one of my favorite parts-- so far ;) -- in a book I've been reading called, "Dug Down Deep" by Joshua Harris.
'Jesus is "perfect in Godhead and also perfect in manhood." Have you ever taken time to reflect on the reality of Jesus's human nature? The world has had two millennia to get used to the concept of God becoming a man. But even after all that time, the idea of God being a human-- a bundle of muscle, bones, and fluid-- is scandalous. Hands. Arms. Feet. Body hair. Sweat glands. How can this possibly be?
This is, without question, the greatest miracle recorded in Scripture. The parting of the Red Sea is nothing in comparison. Fire from heaven that consumed Elijah's altar? No big deal. Even the raising of Lazarus from the dead takes a backseat to a moment that no human eye saw. In the womb of a virgin, a human life was conceived. But no human father was involved. The Holy Spirit, in a miracle too wonderful for the human mind to comprehend, overshadowed a young woman (Luke 1:35). And in a split second that the cosmos is still reeling from, God "incarnated." He took on our humanity.'
And the Word became flesh and dwelt among us, and we have seen his glory, glory as of the only Son from the Father, full of grace and truth.
John 1:14
Saturday, September 15, 2012
Music
Music may be one of my favorite things! I've told the Crew often this summer that "music helps me work". I'm not sure that they believe me! ;) I love how music inspires so much emotion. We've watched quite a few movies over the summer & I've been paying a bit more attention to the music in the background, especially when I'm in the other room listening. If it is a familiar movie, I can tell you which part of the movie it is, just by the music.
My thanks to all the music teachers & music makers out there! =)
A Psalm of David. I will sing of steadfast love and justice; to you, O LORD, I will make music.
Psalms 101:1
My thanks to all the music teachers & music makers out there! =)
A Psalm of David. I will sing of steadfast love and justice; to you, O LORD, I will make music.
Psalms 101:1
Friday, September 14, 2012
Words on the Brain
I've been dreading the start of the school year for the last few weeks. I am happy to report that our first week, although far from a great success, was COMPLETED! =) Since we often do not all finish, I consider this quite an accomplishment. I'm kind of amused at myself for avoiding school for so long, though. Writing lesson plans and teaching my Crew kind of wakes up my brain. I've always LOVED learning! My parents were awesome first teachers and continued to whet my appetite for knowledge even when my school teachers didn't. Now, as a teacher, I feel like I'm learning even more than I did as a student. =)
So back to my brain "waking up". During the summer, I read for fun, I listen to music & sermons, but I don't often challenge my brain. It's kind of a lazy time... Or maybe I just use the other side of my brain. ;) It's funny though, last night, my brain was running full speed. I had story lines for my Crew & blog ideas, and words with friends! I didn't even mind the bane of the teacher's existence: GRADING! I LOVE words! And I love how in the Bible, God uses words we can understand to help us know Him! I love the word pictures He paints! I love thinking about the unsurpassed GREATNESS of my God! =)
A voice cries: "In the wilderness prepare the way of the LORD; make straight in the desert a highway for our God. Every valley shall be lifted up, and every mountain and hill be made low; the uneven ground shall become level, and the rough places a plain. And the glory of the LORD shall be revealed, and all flesh shall see it together, for the mouth of the LORD has spoken." A voice says, "Cry!" And I said, "What shall I cry?" All flesh is grass, and all its beauty is like the flower of the field. The grass withers, the flower fades when the breath of the LORD blows on it; surely the people are grass. The grass withers, the flower fades, but the word of our God will stand forever. Get you up to a high mountain, O Zion, herald of good news; lift up your voice with strength, O Jerusalem, herald of good news; lift it up, fear not; say to the cities of Judah, "Behold your God!" Behold, the Lord GOD comes with might, and his arm rules for him; behold, his reward is with him, and his recompense before him. He will tend his flock like a shepherd; he will gather the lambs in his arms; he will carry them in his bosom, and gently lead those that are with young.
Isaiah 40:3-11
So back to my brain "waking up". During the summer, I read for fun, I listen to music & sermons, but I don't often challenge my brain. It's kind of a lazy time... Or maybe I just use the other side of my brain. ;) It's funny though, last night, my brain was running full speed. I had story lines for my Crew & blog ideas, and words with friends! I didn't even mind the bane of the teacher's existence: GRADING! I LOVE words! And I love how in the Bible, God uses words we can understand to help us know Him! I love the word pictures He paints! I love thinking about the unsurpassed GREATNESS of my God! =)
A voice cries: "In the wilderness prepare the way of the LORD; make straight in the desert a highway for our God. Every valley shall be lifted up, and every mountain and hill be made low; the uneven ground shall become level, and the rough places a plain. And the glory of the LORD shall be revealed, and all flesh shall see it together, for the mouth of the LORD has spoken." A voice says, "Cry!" And I said, "What shall I cry?" All flesh is grass, and all its beauty is like the flower of the field. The grass withers, the flower fades when the breath of the LORD blows on it; surely the people are grass. The grass withers, the flower fades, but the word of our God will stand forever. Get you up to a high mountain, O Zion, herald of good news; lift up your voice with strength, O Jerusalem, herald of good news; lift it up, fear not; say to the cities of Judah, "Behold your God!" Behold, the Lord GOD comes with might, and his arm rules for him; behold, his reward is with him, and his recompense before him. He will tend his flock like a shepherd; he will gather the lambs in his arms; he will carry them in his bosom, and gently lead those that are with young.
Isaiah 40:3-11
Thursday, September 13, 2012
Digging Out of a Pit
I told Shorty recently that it is SO MUCH EASIER to maintain than to have to dig your way out of a pit. I was speaking in reference to my weight loss. I joined Weight Watchers last year for 3 months and lost (over the following 6 months) 25 pounds. I worked really hard for it. Not as hard as Shorty worked for his 50+ pounds, but hard enough. =) When he asked what I meant, I explained that while I was trying to lose my weight, I had to walk 45 minutes to an hour 4-5 days a week, IN ADDITION to the housework I normally do to lose my weight, but now I'm walking/jogging 15-30 minutes a couple times a week & holding steady.
I've thought about "digging out of a pit" a lot over the last couple of weeks. I'm REALLY good at getting into "pits", and by that, I mean bad and/or sinful habits. The one that I'm trying to work my way out of right now is with regards to my parenting. I have not been faithful to train my children as the Lord commands in His Word. Too often I have allowed them to manipulate me, or establish patterns of disobedience. In fact, when I was a VERY young mom, my brother didn't want to be around me and my children-- and he told me so! ;) At the time I was too foolish to listen to the voice of wisdom, but I've grown up a bit since then...
So... we've been applying a lot of paddle and liberal amounts of instruction in the ways of the Lord. I think our home is getting happier, and even if it's not, God is honored when I obey Him.
Come, O children, listen to me; I will teach you the fear of the LORD.
Psalms 34:11
Of David. Bless the LORD, O my soul, and all that is within me, bless his holy name! Bless the LORD, O my soul, and forget not all his benefits, who forgives all your iniquity, who heals all your diseases, who redeems your life from the pit, who crowns you with steadfast love and mercy, who satisfies you with good so that your youth is renewed like the eagle's. The LORD works righteousness and justice for all who are oppressed. He made known his ways to Moses, his acts to the people of Israel. The LORD is merciful and gracious, slow to anger and abounding in steadfast love. He will not always chide, nor will he keep his anger forever. He does not deal with us according to our sins, nor repay us according to our iniquities. For as high as the heavens are above the earth, so great is his steadfast love toward those who fear him; as far as the east is from the west, so far does he remove our transgressions from us. As a father shows compassion to his children, so the LORD shows compassion to those who fear him. For he knows our frame; he remembers that we are dust.
Psalms 103:1-14
I've thought about "digging out of a pit" a lot over the last couple of weeks. I'm REALLY good at getting into "pits", and by that, I mean bad and/or sinful habits. The one that I'm trying to work my way out of right now is with regards to my parenting. I have not been faithful to train my children as the Lord commands in His Word. Too often I have allowed them to manipulate me, or establish patterns of disobedience. In fact, when I was a VERY young mom, my brother didn't want to be around me and my children-- and he told me so! ;) At the time I was too foolish to listen to the voice of wisdom, but I've grown up a bit since then...
So... we've been applying a lot of paddle and liberal amounts of instruction in the ways of the Lord. I think our home is getting happier, and even if it's not, God is honored when I obey Him.
Come, O children, listen to me; I will teach you the fear of the LORD.
Psalms 34:11
Of David. Bless the LORD, O my soul, and all that is within me, bless his holy name! Bless the LORD, O my soul, and forget not all his benefits, who forgives all your iniquity, who heals all your diseases, who redeems your life from the pit, who crowns you with steadfast love and mercy, who satisfies you with good so that your youth is renewed like the eagle's. The LORD works righteousness and justice for all who are oppressed. He made known his ways to Moses, his acts to the people of Israel. The LORD is merciful and gracious, slow to anger and abounding in steadfast love. He will not always chide, nor will he keep his anger forever. He does not deal with us according to our sins, nor repay us according to our iniquities. For as high as the heavens are above the earth, so great is his steadfast love toward those who fear him; as far as the east is from the west, so far does he remove our transgressions from us. As a father shows compassion to his children, so the LORD shows compassion to those who fear him. For he knows our frame; he remembers that we are dust.
Psalms 103:1-14
Wednesday, September 12, 2012
Off the Cuff
Adara is reading the Chronicles of Narnia as part of her curriculum this year. In The Magician's Nephew we find out early on that one of the "bad" characters is Andrew Ketterly (Uncle Andrew). He is described as a nasty man who doesn't believe common rules apply to him. He is also very callous, not caring about anything or anyone around him. He ends up sending his nephew, & his nephew's friend somewhere he refers to as "Otherworld". In the next chapter we find out that what Uncle Andrew THINKS he knows about "Otherworld", is actually a bit confused. The book says, "Uncle Andrew, you see, was working with things he did not really understand; most magicians are."
I'm chewing on an idea about hope right now. I REALLY wanted to write about it after my devotions this morning. But as I tried to write it, I realized that right now, my conclusion is kind of "half-baked", "half-cocked", "off the cuff". At the moment, I'm a lot like Uncle Andrew. Often when I come to the Word, I'm working with things I don't really understand. After all, God is infinite and holy, and I am finite and sinful. And then there is the admonition for teachers to be careful how they speak-- or in this case, type. ;)
Not many of you should become teachers, my brothers, for you know that we who teach will be judged with greater strictness. For we all stumble in many ways. And if anyone does not stumble in what he says, he is a perfect man, able also to bridle his whole body.
James 3:1-2
So I'll be studying further, and will bring you the results when my conclusion is a bit more solid! =) Until then:
May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing, so that by the power of the Holy Spirit you may abound in hope.
Romans 15:13
I'm chewing on an idea about hope right now. I REALLY wanted to write about it after my devotions this morning. But as I tried to write it, I realized that right now, my conclusion is kind of "half-baked", "half-cocked", "off the cuff". At the moment, I'm a lot like Uncle Andrew. Often when I come to the Word, I'm working with things I don't really understand. After all, God is infinite and holy, and I am finite and sinful. And then there is the admonition for teachers to be careful how they speak-- or in this case, type. ;)
Not many of you should become teachers, my brothers, for you know that we who teach will be judged with greater strictness. For we all stumble in many ways. And if anyone does not stumble in what he says, he is a perfect man, able also to bridle his whole body.
James 3:1-2
So I'll be studying further, and will bring you the results when my conclusion is a bit more solid! =) Until then:
May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing, so that by the power of the Holy Spirit you may abound in hope.
Romans 15:13
Tuesday, September 11, 2012
Woven Together
I was reading 1 Thessalonians this morning. I've actually been there for a couple of days. This morning I wondered at a reference Paul made to an prior event.
For you yourselves know, brothers, that our coming to you was not in vain. But though we had already suffered and been shamefully treated at Philippi, as you know, we had boldness in our God to declare to you the gospel of God in the midst of much conflict.
1 Thessalonians 2:1-2
My Bible has an awesome tool called "Scripture Reference". In the margins of my Bible it gives me the reference for other verses that are related. So I checked out the passage that it pointed me to in Acts 16. It is the account of Paul and Silas being unlawfully thrown into prison & then the earthquake breaking open the doors of the prison. When they left Philippi, they traveled on to Thessolonica where, near the end of the story, Gentile believers were persecuted for embracing the gospel.
I was so thankful, after reading the story in Acts, that Luke took the time to write down the happenings in the early church! Seeing the response & circumstances that surrounded the first proclamation of the gospel in that region made the epistle make SO MUCH MORE SENSE! I love how God has woven together His Word to instruct us, and encourage us, and correct us! God is God, and He is Good! =)
Paul, Silvanus, and Timothy, To the church of the Thessalonians in God the Father and the Lord Jesus Christ: Grace to you and peace. We give thanks to God always for all of you, constantly mentioning you in our prayers, remembering before our God and Father your work of faith and labor of love and steadfastness of hope in our Lord Jesus Christ. For we know, brothers loved by God, that he has chosen you, because our gospel came to you not only in word, but also in power and in the Holy Spirit and with full conviction. You know what kind of men we proved to be among you for your sake. And you became imitators of us and of the Lord, for you received the word in much affliction, with the joy of the Holy Spirit, so that you became an example to all the believers in Macedonia and in Achaia. For not only has the word of the Lord sounded forth from you in Macedonia and Achaia, but your faith in God has gone forth everywhere, so that we need not say anything. For they themselves report concerning us the kind of reception we had among you, and how you turned to God from idols to serve the living and true God, and to wait for his Son from heaven, whom he raised from the dead, Jesus who delivers us from the wrath to come.
1 Thessalonians 1:1-10
For you yourselves know, brothers, that our coming to you was not in vain. But though we had already suffered and been shamefully treated at Philippi, as you know, we had boldness in our God to declare to you the gospel of God in the midst of much conflict.
1 Thessalonians 2:1-2
My Bible has an awesome tool called "Scripture Reference". In the margins of my Bible it gives me the reference for other verses that are related. So I checked out the passage that it pointed me to in Acts 16. It is the account of Paul and Silas being unlawfully thrown into prison & then the earthquake breaking open the doors of the prison. When they left Philippi, they traveled on to Thessolonica where, near the end of the story, Gentile believers were persecuted for embracing the gospel.
I was so thankful, after reading the story in Acts, that Luke took the time to write down the happenings in the early church! Seeing the response & circumstances that surrounded the first proclamation of the gospel in that region made the epistle make SO MUCH MORE SENSE! I love how God has woven together His Word to instruct us, and encourage us, and correct us! God is God, and He is Good! =)
Paul, Silvanus, and Timothy, To the church of the Thessalonians in God the Father and the Lord Jesus Christ: Grace to you and peace. We give thanks to God always for all of you, constantly mentioning you in our prayers, remembering before our God and Father your work of faith and labor of love and steadfastness of hope in our Lord Jesus Christ. For we know, brothers loved by God, that he has chosen you, because our gospel came to you not only in word, but also in power and in the Holy Spirit and with full conviction. You know what kind of men we proved to be among you for your sake. And you became imitators of us and of the Lord, for you received the word in much affliction, with the joy of the Holy Spirit, so that you became an example to all the believers in Macedonia and in Achaia. For not only has the word of the Lord sounded forth from you in Macedonia and Achaia, but your faith in God has gone forth everywhere, so that we need not say anything. For they themselves report concerning us the kind of reception we had among you, and how you turned to God from idols to serve the living and true God, and to wait for his Son from heaven, whom he raised from the dead, Jesus who delivers us from the wrath to come.
1 Thessalonians 1:1-10
Monday, September 10, 2012
And It Begins...
Today is our first day of school. I put off the preparation far too long. I tried to cram my prep into about a day and a half-- that didn't work out so well. =/ I did get pretty much everything lined out, but I'm REALLY hoping that regular weekly lesson plans don't take half so long. The Crew is doing well. We are about an hour behind schedule, but they've all been working hard. I'm expecting that as they get into the groove, we will go a little more smoothly & be closer to my schedule. ;) Motivating my Crew has been my biggest challenge-- followed closely by teaching division! =/ School usually takes over my life for a while, and then I slack off and don't prepare at all-- just sort of "fly by the seat of my pants". I'm working toward a little more balance this year. School during school time, keeping up with grading, and taking breaks so I don't get burned out... We shall see. =)
The fear of the LORD is the beginning of knowledge; fools despise wisdom and instruction.
Proverbs 1:7
Whoever spares the rod hates his son, but he who loves him is diligent to discipline him.
Proverbs 13:24
Whatever you do, work heartily, as for the Lord and not for men, knowing that from the Lord you will receive the inheritance as your reward. You are serving the Lord Christ.
Colossians 3:23-24
The fear of the LORD is the beginning of knowledge; fools despise wisdom and instruction.
Proverbs 1:7
Whoever spares the rod hates his son, but he who loves him is diligent to discipline him.
Proverbs 13:24
Whatever you do, work heartily, as for the Lord and not for men, knowing that from the Lord you will receive the inheritance as your reward. You are serving the Lord Christ.
Colossians 3:23-24
Sunday, September 9, 2012
Quarter Century
I mentioned in a previous post that I've been "recycling" my idols this week. Today a couple of them came back for round 10,002! =P And I FAILED again... =( So as I was pondering how often and easily I choose sin, it hit me that it's been 25 years since I received the gift of faith. And I thought, "Lord, you'd think I would have conquered this sin by now." And He reminded me that my sinful actions & thoughts flow out of the sin that is a part of me. God the Father chose me in eternity past, Christ atoned for my sin on the cross nearly 2000 years ago, and the Holy Spirit applied that atonement to my soul almost right at 25 years ago. But the sin in my life is so deep...
For I know that nothing good dwells in me, that is, in my flesh. For I have the desire to do what is right, but not the ability to carry it out. For I do not do the good I want, but the evil I do not want is what I keep on doing. Now if I do what I do not want, it is no longer I who do it, but sin that dwells within me. So I find it to be a law that when I want to do right, evil lies close at hand. For I delight in the law of God, in my inner being, but I see in my members another law waging war against the law of my mind and making me captive to the law of sin that dwells in my members. Wretched man that I am! Who will deliver me from this body of death?
Romans 7:18-24
Have you ever had a zit that swelled up, but wouldn't make a head, and it hurt so bad that you just couldn't leave it alone? So you try to pop it, but all you succeed in doing is making a big scab. I've got one of those on my forehead right now-- please don't stare. ;) But I think sometimes my sin is like that. It is so deep, and it hurts to be left alone, and it hurts to be poked at, but it just won't "pop". Now when I start down this particular mental trail, I can become morose and depressed very quickly. And I was well on my way when the Lord shifted my focus. You see, with man salvation is impossible. We fall SO SHORT of God's infinite perfection that if the focus is on ourselves, there is no hope. But I love Jesus so much more than I did at first, and more than I did even a year ago. Even though it can be so PAINFUL, I love the Holy Spirit for working out sanctification in my life. And I love the Father, because He loved me first & set His affection on me when I was unlovely-- still am often unlovely! It's hard to stay morose or depressed when I am thinking on the unsurpassed GREATNESS of my God!
To the choirmaster: according to Jeduthun. A Psalm of David.
For God alone my soul waits in silence; from him comes my salvation. He only is my rock and my salvation, my fortress; I shall not be greatly shaken. How long will all of you attack a man to batter him, like a leaning wall, a tottering fence? They only plan to thrust him down from his high position. They take pleasure in falsehood. They bless with their mouths, but inwardly they curse. Selah
For God alone, O my soul, wait in silence, for my hope is from him. He only is my rock and my salvation, my fortress; I shall not be shaken. On God rests my salvation and my glory; my mighty rock, my refuge is God. Trust in him at all times, O people; pour out your heart before him; God is a refuge for us. Selah
Those of low estate are but a breath; those of high estate are a delusion; in the balances they go up; they are together lighter than a breath. Put no trust in extortion; set no vain hopes on robbery; if riches increase, set not your heart on them. Once God has spoken; twice have I heard this: that power belongs to God, and that to you, O Lord, belongs steadfast love. For you will render to a man according to his work.
Psalms 62:1-12
For I know that nothing good dwells in me, that is, in my flesh. For I have the desire to do what is right, but not the ability to carry it out. For I do not do the good I want, but the evil I do not want is what I keep on doing. Now if I do what I do not want, it is no longer I who do it, but sin that dwells within me. So I find it to be a law that when I want to do right, evil lies close at hand. For I delight in the law of God, in my inner being, but I see in my members another law waging war against the law of my mind and making me captive to the law of sin that dwells in my members. Wretched man that I am! Who will deliver me from this body of death?
Romans 7:18-24
Have you ever had a zit that swelled up, but wouldn't make a head, and it hurt so bad that you just couldn't leave it alone? So you try to pop it, but all you succeed in doing is making a big scab. I've got one of those on my forehead right now-- please don't stare. ;) But I think sometimes my sin is like that. It is so deep, and it hurts to be left alone, and it hurts to be poked at, but it just won't "pop". Now when I start down this particular mental trail, I can become morose and depressed very quickly. And I was well on my way when the Lord shifted my focus. You see, with man salvation is impossible. We fall SO SHORT of God's infinite perfection that if the focus is on ourselves, there is no hope. But I love Jesus so much more than I did at first, and more than I did even a year ago. Even though it can be so PAINFUL, I love the Holy Spirit for working out sanctification in my life. And I love the Father, because He loved me first & set His affection on me when I was unlovely-- still am often unlovely! It's hard to stay morose or depressed when I am thinking on the unsurpassed GREATNESS of my God!
To the choirmaster: according to Jeduthun. A Psalm of David.
For God alone my soul waits in silence; from him comes my salvation. He only is my rock and my salvation, my fortress; I shall not be greatly shaken. How long will all of you attack a man to batter him, like a leaning wall, a tottering fence? They only plan to thrust him down from his high position. They take pleasure in falsehood. They bless with their mouths, but inwardly they curse. Selah
For God alone, O my soul, wait in silence, for my hope is from him. He only is my rock and my salvation, my fortress; I shall not be shaken. On God rests my salvation and my glory; my mighty rock, my refuge is God. Trust in him at all times, O people; pour out your heart before him; God is a refuge for us. Selah
Those of low estate are but a breath; those of high estate are a delusion; in the balances they go up; they are together lighter than a breath. Put no trust in extortion; set no vain hopes on robbery; if riches increase, set not your heart on them. Once God has spoken; twice have I heard this: that power belongs to God, and that to you, O Lord, belongs steadfast love. For you will render to a man according to his work.
Psalms 62:1-12
Friday, September 7, 2012
Simple Pleasures
I like simple things. I even used to wish that I lived back in the pioneer days-- until I had kids, anyway! ;) I get a great amount of enjoyment out of little things, a smile from one of my "little people", a piece of cake, a little bit of snuggle time with my Shorty, a cup of coffee... ;) I thought about how much I enjoy the little things in my life, and I wondered if I would like them so well without the work of Christ. As I was pondering, a verse came to my mind.
So Jesus again said to them, "Truly, truly, I say to you, I am the door of the sheep. All who came before me are thieves and robbers, but the sheep did not listen to them. I am the door. If anyone enters by me, he will be saved and will go in and out and find pasture. The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy. I came that they may have life and have it abundantly. I am the good shepherd. The good shepherd lays down his life for the sheep.
John 10:7-11
I received the gift of faith when I was a very small girl, & I really don't remember life before Christ saved me-- but I have heard from people that were saved later in their lives that the world seemed brighter, & fuller, & more beautiful after their conversion. I've pondered if that is what this passage is referring to. I think that may be part of it, but recently I've had a growing desire for Christ's return. Shorty & I have had a lot of conversations that trailed off with me saying, "A world where there is NO EVIL-- what will that even be like?... I can't wait to find out!" I think that's the other, and maybe more important part of it. Christ will come back one day to fix His world, finally & fully redeem His people from their sin, and live with them forever-- THAT is ABUNDANT life! =)
So Jesus again said to them, "Truly, truly, I say to you, I am the door of the sheep. All who came before me are thieves and robbers, but the sheep did not listen to them. I am the door. If anyone enters by me, he will be saved and will go in and out and find pasture. The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy. I came that they may have life and have it abundantly. I am the good shepherd. The good shepherd lays down his life for the sheep.
John 10:7-11
I received the gift of faith when I was a very small girl, & I really don't remember life before Christ saved me-- but I have heard from people that were saved later in their lives that the world seemed brighter, & fuller, & more beautiful after their conversion. I've pondered if that is what this passage is referring to. I think that may be part of it, but recently I've had a growing desire for Christ's return. Shorty & I have had a lot of conversations that trailed off with me saying, "A world where there is NO EVIL-- what will that even be like?... I can't wait to find out!" I think that's the other, and maybe more important part of it. Christ will come back one day to fix His world, finally & fully redeem His people from their sin, and live with them forever-- THAT is ABUNDANT life! =)
Thursday, September 6, 2012
"Miss"-communication
I love my Shorty! And he and I are about as opposite as can be, in some ways. ;) Sometimes I have to remind myself that I do, in fact, love him! =) He is very introverted, I'm more of an extrovert. I'm an incurable optimist, he is an impossible pessimist. I'm rather OCD... he's OCD too, but in different areas! LOL! There are lots of things we agree on, too. We both love each other, our kids, our church family, and our God. And those are the most important things. But no thanks to the chromosomal difference, (xx, xy) we often "miss the mark" when we try to communicate. You see, we think differently. The same thing may fall in a different place on our respective lists of priorities. I was feeling pretty frustrated with my Shorty recently-- and didn't even realize it-- because of our miscommunication. But a dear sister reminded me last night that Shorty & I are on the same team, even though sometimes it doesn't feel like we are. She also reminded me that Shorty cannot ULTIMATELY satisfy my needs or desires. And then in God's gracious dealings with me, he allowed Shorty & me to have a good conversation which corrected some of the misunderstanding. I found out that our priorities in the areas we discussed are pretty much the same, it was just the optimism/pessimism clash that made it seem different. We also have a plan for the immediate future to try to guard the things that are important. So, we balance each other. Where I'm weak, he is strong, and vice versa. And above all where we are BOTH weak, our God is infinitely STRONG! =)
Iron sharpens iron, and one man sharpens another.
Proverbs 27:17
Two are better than one, because they have a good reward for their toil. For if they fall, one will lift up his fellow. But woe to him who is alone when he falls and has not another to lift him up! Again, if two lie together, they keep warm, but how can one keep warm alone? And though a man might prevail against one who is alone, two will withstand him--a threefold cord is not quickly broken.
Ecclesiastes 4:9-12
Iron sharpens iron, and one man sharpens another.
Proverbs 27:17
Two are better than one, because they have a good reward for their toil. For if they fall, one will lift up his fellow. But woe to him who is alone when he falls and has not another to lift him up! Again, if two lie together, they keep warm, but how can one keep warm alone? And though a man might prevail against one who is alone, two will withstand him--a threefold cord is not quickly broken.
Ecclesiastes 4:9-12
Wednesday, September 5, 2012
Strawberry Jam
I bought 15 pounds of strawberries when I went to the store yesterday. It wasn't on my list, but when we walked in, they were on "quick sale". For those of you who don't have/shop at an H-E-B, "quick sale" is their way of getting almost out of date items sold. I've gotten some pretty awesome stuff thanks to quick sale, my strawberries as an example. Last year, I would have passed them by-- well, we might have gotten one box to eat that afternoon! ;) But this spring I was introduced to the wonder of canning. Not that I'd never seen canning before. I grew up with Mommy canning veggies from our garden & making jam from whatever happened to have a good harvest that year. But I had never had the desire or supplies to can. By the time you buy fruit from the store, you might as well just buy store canned goods/jams and save yourself the time! =) So this spring I had a HUGE amount of apricots & peaches given to me, which I turned into pure deliciousness! I knew I could do that with the strawberries too, so I've been in my kitchen all morning.
Here's the thing I was pondering as I was listening to a sermon & processing fruit. Jam is SUPER YUMMY! In fact, homemade jam is even MORE flavorful than its store bought counterpart. I love flavors, and especially sweet flavors. But I was thinking what it takes to preserve the fruit. If you put strawberries on your counter, within a few days or a week, you no longer have deliciousness-- you have mold! =P If you add sugar, they last a little longer, but within that week or so, you now have... strawberry brandy? It takes basically two things to preserve fruit, sugar & heat. And I was pondering how that works. If you just put strawberries over heat, before long you have blackened stench in the bottom of your pan. EEEWWW!
By now you're probably familiar with my pattern of thinking about things in relation to spiritual lessons. God speaks in the Bible through pictures that were familiar to the culture of the time, so it seems appropriate to apply modern pictures to concepts in Scripture as well. I have had a rather larger amount of heat in my life lately than I'd experienced for a while. And I'm not very cooperative. I tend to fight against the work that God is accomplishing in me. But I thought a little more about the sugar. Sugar with the heat both preserves and enhances the flavor of the fruit. So I thought the gospel is like sugar. It keeps the heat of life circumstances from turning me into "blackened stench".
Of David, when he changed his behavior before Abimelech, so that he drove him out, and he went away. I will bless the LORD at all times; his praise shall continually be in my mouth. My soul makes its boast in the LORD; let the humble hear and be glad. Oh, magnify the LORD with me, and let us exalt his name together! I sought the LORD, and he answered me and delivered me from all my fears. Those who look to him are radiant, and their faces shall never be ashamed. This poor man cried, and the LORD heard him and saved him out of all his troubles. The angel of the LORD encamps around those who fear him, and delivers them. Oh, taste and see that the LORD is good! Blessed is the man who takes refuge in him! Oh, fear the LORD, you his saints, for those who fear him have no lack! The young lions suffer want and hunger; but those who seek the LORD lack no good thing.
Psalms 34:1-10
Here's the thing I was pondering as I was listening to a sermon & processing fruit. Jam is SUPER YUMMY! In fact, homemade jam is even MORE flavorful than its store bought counterpart. I love flavors, and especially sweet flavors. But I was thinking what it takes to preserve the fruit. If you put strawberries on your counter, within a few days or a week, you no longer have deliciousness-- you have mold! =P If you add sugar, they last a little longer, but within that week or so, you now have... strawberry brandy? It takes basically two things to preserve fruit, sugar & heat. And I was pondering how that works. If you just put strawberries over heat, before long you have blackened stench in the bottom of your pan. EEEWWW!
By now you're probably familiar with my pattern of thinking about things in relation to spiritual lessons. God speaks in the Bible through pictures that were familiar to the culture of the time, so it seems appropriate to apply modern pictures to concepts in Scripture as well. I have had a rather larger amount of heat in my life lately than I'd experienced for a while. And I'm not very cooperative. I tend to fight against the work that God is accomplishing in me. But I thought a little more about the sugar. Sugar with the heat both preserves and enhances the flavor of the fruit. So I thought the gospel is like sugar. It keeps the heat of life circumstances from turning me into "blackened stench".
Of David, when he changed his behavior before Abimelech, so that he drove him out, and he went away. I will bless the LORD at all times; his praise shall continually be in my mouth. My soul makes its boast in the LORD; let the humble hear and be glad. Oh, magnify the LORD with me, and let us exalt his name together! I sought the LORD, and he answered me and delivered me from all my fears. Those who look to him are radiant, and their faces shall never be ashamed. This poor man cried, and the LORD heard him and saved him out of all his troubles. The angel of the LORD encamps around those who fear him, and delivers them. Oh, taste and see that the LORD is good! Blessed is the man who takes refuge in him! Oh, fear the LORD, you his saints, for those who fear him have no lack! The young lions suffer want and hunger; but those who seek the LORD lack no good thing.
Psalms 34:1-10
Tuesday, September 4, 2012
Recycling
The weekend was long and tough for me as the Lord poked at areas of sin in my heart. And in the midst of it, called me to continue trying to shepherd the hearts of my Crew toward Him! It was a classic "fail" kind of situation. He reminded me of my tendency toward self-absorption-- which He's been working on a little bit all summer! Then He dug a little deeper. And while I was crying over the implications of that, He dug deeper still, to something I didn't think was a problem for me anymore. All in the course of about five minutes!
You might think I'd get a break after that "workout", but no. I tend to be sinfully competitive. That is to say, if I don't win, I get angry. Well, Sunday I lost at everything I played at! "Can't you just play for fun?", you might ask. It seems apparent to me that, at this particular juncture in my life, the answer is, "NO!". =/ And if that weren't enough sin to keep me busy, I was beginning to elevate money to "god" status again. The most frustrating part of this whole scenario is that I'm "recycling" old idols! I'm a stinking idol factory! And still God is patient with me. And far too loving to allow my idols to satisfy me for long. Now THAT is GOOD NEWS!
“The human heart is a factory of idols… Every one of us is, from his mother’s womb, expert in inventing idols.” ~John Calvin
And God spoke all these words, saying, "I am the LORD your God, who brought you out of the land of Egypt, out of the house of slavery. You shall have no other gods before me. You shall not make for yourself a carved image, or any likeness of anything that is in heaven above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in the water under the earth. You shall not bow down to them or serve them, for I the LORD your God am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers on the children to the third and the fourth generation of those who hate me, but showing steadfast love to thousands of those who love me and keep my commandments.
Exodus 20:1-6
You might think I'd get a break after that "workout", but no. I tend to be sinfully competitive. That is to say, if I don't win, I get angry. Well, Sunday I lost at everything I played at! "Can't you just play for fun?", you might ask. It seems apparent to me that, at this particular juncture in my life, the answer is, "NO!". =/ And if that weren't enough sin to keep me busy, I was beginning to elevate money to "god" status again. The most frustrating part of this whole scenario is that I'm "recycling" old idols! I'm a stinking idol factory! And still God is patient with me. And far too loving to allow my idols to satisfy me for long. Now THAT is GOOD NEWS!
“The human heart is a factory of idols… Every one of us is, from his mother’s womb, expert in inventing idols.” ~John Calvin
And God spoke all these words, saying, "I am the LORD your God, who brought you out of the land of Egypt, out of the house of slavery. You shall have no other gods before me. You shall not make for yourself a carved image, or any likeness of anything that is in heaven above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in the water under the earth. You shall not bow down to them or serve them, for I the LORD your God am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers on the children to the third and the fourth generation of those who hate me, but showing steadfast love to thousands of those who love me and keep my commandments.
Exodus 20:1-6
Saturday, September 1, 2012
Discipline
I got to spend a few hours yesterday afternoon with a precious sister in Christ. She is always an encouragement to me because even on her rough days, she speaks out of her faith in her Savior. Yesterday was not one of those times when you part ways feeling like, "Oh, that was so much FUN!" It was really heavy with discussion on how we were failing to shepherd our children well, and confession of other areas of sin in our lives. I chewed on that for the remainder of the evening, even as my family spent time in fellowship with another part of our church family. I kept Shorty awake too late, because I really wanted to talk to him about it. And I woke up this morning still upset over the sin struggles that the Lord highlighted to me yesterday. And then He dropped another load of bricks on my head-- I was grieving over the sin struggles, not so much because it is cosmic treason against my God, but because it makes me uncomfortable. I don't feel happy when I clearly see the sin in my life. OUCH! And I was reminded again that my behavior grows out of the depth of evil that resides in my heart. Every part of who I am is irreversibly tainted by sin, unless God applies His wondrous grace!
One more thing today. The Lord used a message that I listened to this summer to pinpoint a particular area of struggle for me. I was listening to Tim Keller, and he said that we all agree that pride is bad, but humility is not thinking badly of yourself, it is simply thinking of yourself less.....
So with God's strength and grace and patience, I'll work on that.
And have you forgotten the exhortation that addresses you as sons? "My son, do not regard lightly the discipline of the Lord, nor be weary when reproved by him. For the Lord disciplines the one he loves, and chastises every son whom he receives." It is for discipline that you have to endure. God is treating you as sons. For what son is there whom his father does not discipline? If you are left without discipline, in which all have participated, then you are illegitimate children and not sons. Besides this, we have had earthly fathers who disciplined us and we respected them. Shall we not much more be subject to the Father of spirits and live? For they disciplined us for a short time as it seemed best to them, but he disciplines us for our good, that we may share his holiness. For the moment all discipline seems painful rather than pleasant, but later it yields the peaceful fruit of righteousness to those who have been trained by it. Therefore lift your drooping hands and strengthen your weak knees, and make straight paths for your feet, so that what is lame may not be put out of joint but rather be healed. Strive for peace with everyone, and for the holiness without which no one will see the Lord.
Hebrews 12:5-14
One more thing today. The Lord used a message that I listened to this summer to pinpoint a particular area of struggle for me. I was listening to Tim Keller, and he said that we all agree that pride is bad, but humility is not thinking badly of yourself, it is simply thinking of yourself less.....
So with God's strength and grace and patience, I'll work on that.
And have you forgotten the exhortation that addresses you as sons? "My son, do not regard lightly the discipline of the Lord, nor be weary when reproved by him. For the Lord disciplines the one he loves, and chastises every son whom he receives." It is for discipline that you have to endure. God is treating you as sons. For what son is there whom his father does not discipline? If you are left without discipline, in which all have participated, then you are illegitimate children and not sons. Besides this, we have had earthly fathers who disciplined us and we respected them. Shall we not much more be subject to the Father of spirits and live? For they disciplined us for a short time as it seemed best to them, but he disciplines us for our good, that we may share his holiness. For the moment all discipline seems painful rather than pleasant, but later it yields the peaceful fruit of righteousness to those who have been trained by it. Therefore lift your drooping hands and strengthen your weak knees, and make straight paths for your feet, so that what is lame may not be put out of joint but rather be healed. Strive for peace with everyone, and for the holiness without which no one will see the Lord.
Hebrews 12:5-14
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